tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76395072011-07-08T09:46:08.771+08:00~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.comBlogger1011100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-43277731439957228342010-10-08T21:49:00.000+08:002010-10-08T21:50:11.434+08:00It's not fair...<div><br /></div><div>you've only just entered my world... Yet I have to see you go in less than 2 weeks...</div><div><br /></div><div>Baby, you have no idea how much it hurts me...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4327773143995722834?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-422674775981159172010-08-27T20:54:00.002+08:002010-08-27T20:58:10.851+08:00Yes. I'm tired...<div>I really am...</div><div>I need a break. </div><div>A long long long break...</div><div>Work is too much...</div><div>It's just too much...</div><div>I wanna quit but I know later I won't be able to survive...</div><div>It's the life I know...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-42267477598115917?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-2154741349240154072010-08-18T09:45:00.003+08:002010-08-18T09:57:56.931+08:00I buried my face in his chest and brought myself closer...<div>He asked: won't he be jealous?</div><div>I answered: what's there to be jealous about? he already said "im sorry"...</div><div><br /></div><div>I missed being that close to someone without being pushed away...</div><div>I missed relishing in the warmth that radiates from being that close to someone because it's really really comforting...</div><div>I missed not being able to just let the world disappear even if it's just for a couple of minutes...</div><div><br /></div><div>There's only two people who ever allowed me to do that...</div><div>My dad. And Mr. "Tea"...</div><div>Now you.</div><div><br /></div><div>I can't help but wonder though... Will I ever stop looking for warmth from someone and look for it within myself?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-215474134924015407?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-77516603750996334452010-07-27T21:22:00.001+08:002010-07-27T21:23:29.825+08:00The key to AWESOMENESS is every single one of us...<div><br /></div><div>"He doesn't look good without me; I'm his only accessory" - Hila Lala(me)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7751660375099633445?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-84629927195176843502010-07-13T22:17:00.002+08:002010-07-13T22:23:03.188+08:00My days so far are wonderful and not so wonderful.<div><br /></div><div>My past came back to me.</div><div><br /></div><div>He knows I like him.</div><div><br /></div><div>My grades are maintaining.</div><div><br /></div><div>I got the pay increment.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm finishing my FYP 1. (shall celebrate the end of it!)</div><div><br /></div><div>UT's are not ending... They're becoming a bore in fact...</div><div><br /></div><div>And my indonesian girls are leaving soon...</div><div><br /></div><div>ARGH! LAZY TO UPLOAD PHOTOS!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8462992719517684350?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-40187685624775555352010-06-21T22:02:00.002+08:002010-06-21T22:09:16.742+08:00Life has been great so far =)<div><br /></div><div>I like the fact that now, I don't have as much problems as I did in the past.</div><div>It's an awesome feeling you know?</div><div><br /></div><div>Farhan's belated birthday celebration was a blast though it was small and outside of his class...</div><div>A small token of revenge for pushing my face into the cake 5 months ago... *snickers*</div><div><br />Farhan! Wear those clothes that we bought for you okay? We would really want to see a change cause those "Uniforms" that you wear is not you. We want to see the proper Farhan okay? =D</div><div><br />*TOTALLY RANDOM*</div><div><br /></div><div>Friends are the best thing that could ever happen to you...</div><div><br /></div><div>*END OF TOTAL RANDOMNESS*</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4018768562477555535?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-52880254049215070982010-06-10T10:13:00.002+08:002010-06-10T10:21:50.214+08:00Even G.Love said I should move on.<div>Said I deserved better.<div><br /></div><div>Having that 3 hour heart to heart...</div><div>I'm wondering how much you've been hurt.</div></div><div>I'm wondering what you're going through.</div><div>It seems to be more painful and more heart wrenching.</div><div>You knew he's something...someone special to me.</div><div>Yet you told me to move on.</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't blame you.</div><div>I don't hate you.</div><div>It's close to impossible to hate you.</div><div>You want the best for me.</div><div>You want me to be happy.</div><div><br /></div><div>I want the same for you as well.</div><div><br /></div><div>I wish I was a better help to you.</div><div>I wish I could wipe your tears away.</div><div>I wish I could hug you when you're on the other side of the screen crying.</div><div>I wish I could make your pain go away. Even if it's just for a moment or two...</div><div><br /></div><div>You're the epitome of all things good...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5288025404921507098?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-53272680434600583682010-06-07T11:49:00.002+08:002010-06-07T12:18:54.683+08:00This is serious business...<div><br /></div><div>I don't know how much longer I can handle work before having a serious break down...</div><div>Ever since the renovation, things changed. Seriously changed. I'm trying hard to adapt but it seems like I'm getting nowhere close to adapting. The new environment seems extremely difficult to adapt to.</div><div><br /></div><div>Other than that, customers are getting lazier/monstrous/petty/impatient by the second. I can't remember when the last time was when I had a decent customer. I really can't. They want this, that and everything. I just feel like telling them, "If you want something done perfectly, why not do it yourself?!" Oh my god. I'm not like those customers you know! I've NEVER been one of those customers who are nasty. Even before I started working.</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel that it's not me who has the low EQ. My EQ is better than any of those nasty customers. And please... If the dustbin is THAT close to you, why won't you just clear it? It's LESS than a 20 STRIDES AWAY! Damn it!</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm reaching my limit already...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5327268043460058368?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-76304932317168883942010-05-28T13:11:00.002+08:002010-05-28T13:18:10.664+08:00It feels like I'm in a constant war with myself...<div>One, two and three...</div><div>It's like a vicious cycle... never ending.</div><div>It goes on and on and on... I wonder when it will end...</div><div>Cause ultimately, there can only be one...</div><div>~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>These few days, I've been busy. With school. And work.</div><div>Speaking of work, NP McD looks GORGEOUS!</div><div>I feel like setting up camp and sleeping there =D</div><div>It's cozy and has this warm feeling... HAHA! Warm feeling...</div><div>Lot's of changes were done and I think it's awesome.</div><div><br /></div><div>So far, I am EXTREMELY lazy to put in any photos...</div><div>So, bear with the picture-less blog posts for a while... :x</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7630493231716888394?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-77883484085653749072010-05-09T00:14:00.002+08:002010-05-09T00:18:44.584+08:00Happy Mother's day mum...<div><br /><div>I know I've said lots of nasty things about you and towards you...</div><div>But after reading someone's blog post, I just realized how lucky I am...</div><div><br /></div><div>Lucky that I could still see my mum everyday.</div><div>Lucky that I could actually talk to her face to face.</div><div>Lucky that I could tell her almost everything when I needed to.</div><div><br /></div><div>I cried reading his post. I feel so sorry for him.</div><div><br /></div><div>I shall treasure you, mum. He opened my eyes to this.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7788348408565374907?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-64162812466274721622010-05-04T09:23:00.002+08:002010-05-04T09:30:11.680+08:00May May May!<div>Mother's day soon...</div><div>Maybe, I'll take my mother out to eat (depends how much my pay is, by the way T_T)</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, life has been wonderful so far.</div><div>Like I told Terence a few days back. I feel so much lighter.</div><div>In a sense that, my life has lesser problems regarding the opposite sex.</div><div>YES!</div><div>You could say that I am (almost) free from my boy problems.</div><div><br /></div><div>School, awesome~! T_T Yeah right...</div><div>FYP experiment starting soon~</div><div>Like, finally!! HAHAHAHA~!</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, that's it for now. =) Tata~!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6416281246627472162?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-28101002227495771612010-04-23T23:46:00.003+08:002010-04-23T23:56:04.761+08:00WEE! I had lunch with Ah Kiat today~<div>It was wonderful =D Thank you so much dearie~!</div><div>We wore the same coloured jacket today~!</div><div>No, it was not planned. Just a coincidence.</div><div>He kept saying that people would think we are a couple.</div><div>Come on lah dear. How old are you now? Why still think of such things?</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh yah! Walking around looking at the bazaar with you was awesome exercise too.</div><div>I never thought you're the kind to go window shopping. That was a first for me!</div><div>And yes, you're still as cute compared to the previous years.</div><div>Love you so much for having lunch with me =D</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2810100222749577161?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-37168815027279603932010-04-11T01:07:00.002+08:002010-04-11T01:18:16.533+08:00And it hurts so much because I know that it is all my fault...<div><br /></div><div>It rained harder than the last time.</div><div>It broke into more pieces than I could count.</div><div>I told myself to be stronger but in the end I wavered.</div><div><br /></div><div>I need a hug. A big long hug that would go on until I say, I'm fine.</div><div>I need a shoulder to lean on.</div><div>I need so many things right now to make me feel better...</div><div><br /></div><div>It's not easy for the both of us...</div><div><br /></div><div>One word question, one word answer...</div><div>When what I wanted was a horde of questions, with a horde of answers...</div><div><br /></div><div>A sad goodbye, a wave goodbye...</div><div>When what I wanted was a happy bouncy goodbye, with an echo...</div><div><br /></div><div>A broken voice, watery eyes...</div><div>When what I wanted was a cheery voice, clear brown eyes...</div><div><br /></div><div>All of which, was not fulfilled... </div><div>And I cried because of my own mistakes...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3716881502727960393?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-38156500421830274072010-03-27T09:49:00.002+08:002010-03-27T09:57:56.863+08:00Like I told someone...<div>You could never hate Love...</div><div>When you hate, you end up loving.</div><div>So, when you hate love, you're only loving twice as much.</div><div>~~~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday, work was such a bitch...</div><div>ALL my managers were having a meeting since 8 in the morning... all the way till 8+ in the evening... Poor things!</div><div>So, we had stand in managers.</div><div>Okay, so the younger one was fine.</div><div>I guess the older one was a bit blur and all...</div><div>Okay fine! So, she doesn't know us AT ALL... But she can always ask what we can and cannot do right... T_T</div><div><br /></div><div>When students come in to STUDY, I wonder what in the world they are thinking...</div><div>Please refrain from studying at McD during our peek hours cause there are CUSTOMERS who want to sit and eat.</div><div>I know you ALL want to do well for your exams and what shit. But you can always do so at home right?</div><div>There are MORE distractions outside than at home...</div><div><br /></div><div>1) OH LOOK! Hot guy/girl!</div><div>2) Omg... The food smells awesome. I'm gonna go buy!</div><div>3) The outside is noisier than your mother...</div><div>4) Friends will sometimes distract you more than your irritating siblings.</div><div>5) Everywhere you turn, there will be people you know, and you will be distracted for 5 to 10 mins... precious time wasted to study...</div><div><br /></div><div>so please lah students... Go study at home. Because it is getting VERY irritating. A RESTAURANT is a place for you to EAT not STUDY!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3815650042183027407?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-60378123779759543692010-03-18T23:42:00.002+08:002010-03-18T23:57:29.393+08:00When I look at you, it's as if I'm looking into the mirror...<div>I'm looking at myself...</div><div>Just, manlier...</div><div><br /></div><div>"But it can't be..." I tell myself.</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh dear... How wrong I was when I said those words long ago...</div><div><br /></div><div>Please don't cry my dear...</div><div>Don't cry over that person...</div><div><br /></div><div>I know what you're feeling because I've felt it too...</div><div><br /></div><div>You coming to me like that was a first for me...</div><div>Of all the people, I didn't expect you...</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm right here my dear... I'm right here...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6037812377975954369?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-85310602836047431532010-03-14T15:50:00.002+08:002010-03-14T15:58:36.311+08:00I'll be away for a couple of days for a holiday with my family.<div><br /></div><div>I love going for trips! Finally! It's been quite some time since I last went out with my family on a vacation to ANYWHERE.</div><div><br /></div><div>Well, I hope I won't bring back a health "souvenir"...</div><div>The weather's been quite bad. But, I like it when it's raining. All calm and wonderful.</div><div>I've been cooped up at work for a while, it's getting boring; the routine I mean.</div><div>This long awaited vacation would break that cycle, even though it's only for a few days.</div><div><br /></div><div>The number one thing in mind when out of country: FOOD + SHOPPING = BLISSFUL FEELING</div><div><br /></div><div>I wonder if I get to go for a massage. My muscles are in a tight knot...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8531060283604743153?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-81380717531611807422010-03-10T10:27:00.002+08:002010-03-10T10:39:53.154+08:00I don't wanna say good bye...<div>I don't wanna let you go...</div><div>Easy come, easy go...</div><div><br /></div><div>No.</div><div><br /></div><div>I've decided. I won't let you go. Because the more I try, the harder it is.</div><div>I figured, if I just leave you be, you'll eventually leave my thoughts.</div><div><br /></div><div>Since I don't wanna see you go or say goodbye, I'll leave you be.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm in utter pain because of my own doings. I'm not going to blame you anymore, Mr. Sorry-I-Forgot-About-You...</div><div><br /></div><div>You told me once, "people will enter your life and leave when the time comes".</div><div><br /></div><div>I'll live by that then... For YOU only...</div><div><br /></div><div>~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm working almost full time now... And I think I know how daddy feels like after work. Exhausted. Terribly exhausted.</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh yeah... I don't like my new boss. She makes people feel dejected. The moment I saw her, I knew there was something I didn't like about her. It turned out true. She's a bloody lose cannon! Worse than me!</div><div><br /></div><div>Can I complain?!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8138071753161180742?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-65476953857861077782010-03-07T21:36:00.002+08:002010-03-07T21:45:18.258+08:00I think I might have had an overdose of a certain person... Cause I feel like I'm going COMPLETELY insane.<div><br /></div><div>It's like I'm on a sugar rush!</div><div><br /></div><div>~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>Tomorrow...</div><div><br /></div><div>Meeting FYP team mates to do literature review...</div><div>Working from 4 to 10. (finally can see RICARNIE~!)</div><div><br /></div><div>Some of the aunties at my store said my face seems to be shrinking... What they meant was, I'm losing weight... Probably because of extreme tiredness and stress from school, home and at work. AWESOME! T_T</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6547695385786107778?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-47779044309273381032010-03-05T20:30:00.003+08:002010-03-05T20:35:57.281+08:00Like a little girl, I kept blushing.<div>Like a little girl, I told my best friend about the dream she had.</div><div>Like a little girl, I squealed, remembering the things that happened in the dream.</div><div><br /></div><div>Because of that, this little girl kept blushing everytime she thinks of you.</div><div>~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm thinking...</div><div>Why is it that all the other dreams, I don't end up blushing like crazy even though the content was... questionable...</div><div>Why is it, when it came to you, I blushed like there was no tomorrow.</div><div>It didn't happen with the rest... It NEVER did happen.</div><div><br /></div><div>How in the world am I supposed to face you now...?</div><div>Hopefully, I won't end up blushing like today...</div><div><br /></div><div>*Takes in a deep breath*</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4777904430927338103?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-68753848326417315452010-02-24T16:34:00.002+08:002010-02-24T16:47:05.212+08:00I have 4 dreaded letters that I cannot seem to get over...<br /><br />C.L.D.P<br /><br />Crew leader development programme...<br /><br />Apparently,I am not finished with it yet... Okay fine... FINE! I admit. I was LAZY to do... But! I also have other more important things to do too you know! Like, FYP.<br /><br />Speaking of which, FYP is a GO!<br /><br />We have officially started on it yesterday. We met up with out PI... Dr Rooma. She looked pretty much scary... Maybe because she has really really really really BIG eyes... So, it looked to me as if she was keeping an eye on us all the time. Her eyes are big AND also pretty. She has really long eye lashes! I'm jealous of that! She doesn't even have to put on mascara for it to be long.<br /><br />MAYBELLINE, EAT YOUR HEART OUT!<br /><br />We have to collect many many teeth from dentists... I don't know how many exactly, but, we need a lot. =) And I am looking forward to starting on Micro CT ASAP!<br /><br />Anyway, on the subject of work, I'm pretty much enjoying it really (except the part where I have to do that dreaded CLDP).<br /><br />Probably because of a certain bloke... A certain "ah-beng"... A certain boy...<br /><br />OH OH OH! I FINALLY HAD MY FIRST AKWARD MOMENT! HAHA! I know it sounds kind of crepy but, it is true! I had an akward moment which lasted for a couple of seconds... Call me insane but I'm smiling at the mere thought of it...<br /><br />Mr No Obligations is certainly taking up spaces where I never knew existed...<br /><br />*I'M SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6875384832641731545?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-8287107167425201032010-02-20T22:51:00.002+08:002010-02-20T23:09:35.866+08:00Okay fine. I admit. I'm too lazy to put up the photos already.<br />TSK!<br />Bad Hila, BAD!<br /><br />Today, I worked morning shift... And time flew like a jet rocket. I started at 8. But then suddenly, it became 11am! WOW!<br /><br />Not that I'm complaining... Just wondered how time flew that fast in a few blinks of an eye...<br /><br />Well, behind in the manager room after my break, he was there. He was looking at his iPhone and I was looking at face. Then, I noticed something that I should have noticed long time ago...<br /><br />Me: You know, you have long eyelashes...<br /><br />Him: Really?<br /><br />Me: Yes, really. You have long eyelashes for a guy - a Chinese guy.<br /><br />Him: *Looks at reflection and smirks*<br /><br />Me: *Uh-huh*<br /><br />On the other hand...<br /><br />The other he, still lingers on in my mind like a tick to a dog... No matter how much I try to move on, some sign will tell me to wait a little bit more. Hang in there, don't give up just yet! You're going to get him! Just wait.<br /><br />How long more am I supposed to wait? When is my answer going to appear? What am I going to do about the other guy?<br /><br />I'm caught in the middle once again and I don't know how to get out of here...<br /><br />Mr. "I'm sorry, I forgot about you."<br /><br />OR<br /><br />Mr. "No obligations"<br /><br />Dear god, point to me which one...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-828710716742520103?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-62572082917394516252010-02-06T22:18:00.002+08:002010-02-12T12:12:55.737+08:00AIYAH!! MY INTERNET CONNECTION SUCKS! I'll post more once it's fixed! TSKK!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217bkLoulI/AAAAAAAAAY0/yFDSHewQz9A/s1600-h/IMGP2335.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217bkLoulI/AAAAAAAAAY0/yFDSHewQz9A/s320/IMGP2335.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435136038805224018" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217bIVtcSI/AAAAAAAAAYs/yD3LbfKT_fM/s1600-h/DSCN2709.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217bIVtcSI/AAAAAAAAAYs/yD3LbfKT_fM/s320/DSCN2709.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435136031331283234" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217a4eEkKI/AAAAAAAAAYk/kI918oJZzXg/s1600-h/DSCN2708.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217a4eEkKI/AAAAAAAAAYk/kI918oJZzXg/s320/DSCN2708.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435136027071385762" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217ac-XWPI/AAAAAAAAAYc/MeWDZhHk59Q/s1600-h/DSCN2707.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217ac-XWPI/AAAAAAAAAYc/MeWDZhHk59Q/s320/DSCN2707.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435136019690641650" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217ZxKF5-I/AAAAAAAAAYU/7vvOAFLPWRQ/s1600-h/DSCN2705.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S217ZxKF5-I/AAAAAAAAAYU/7vvOAFLPWRQ/s320/DSCN2705.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435136007928670178" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6257208291739451625?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-35183430275559893782010-02-03T13:26:00.003+08:002010-02-03T13:43:11.243+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S2kK_5jPtAI/AAAAAAAAAXo/Eihr0j1jSQU/s1600-h/DSC00088.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S2kK_5jPtAI/AAAAAAAAAXo/Eihr0j1jSQU/s320/DSC00088.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433886518295901186" /></a><br />I went off during second break yesterday!!!<div>HAHA!</div><div>Finally watched The spy next door~ HEHE~</div><div><br /></div><div>6 ppls~!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3518343027555989378?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-89218294316436733322010-01-25T21:38:00.002+08:002010-01-25T21:48:11.825+08:00The times that I've been spending...<div>Pondering over what your answer is...</div><div>I think I get the message.</div><div><br /></div><div>I've been way too caught up in my own imagination that I forgot what reality was.</div><div>I've been way in too deep with my own selfishness about you, that I forgot there are people who really do care for me and worry every time I get into trouble.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's about time I let you go too, isn't it?</div><div>I have to quit being selfish to myself, to you and to others.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's time for a change! It's time for me to pull down the curtains to this drama...=)</div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you, for being my most beautiful mistake I've ever made, Soap =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8921829431643673332?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-91184499979331287492010-01-24T20:38:00.000+08:002010-01-24T20:39:14.855+08:00I'm still waiting for my birthday photos to be sent to me by Hana Ahjumma!<div><br /></div><div>YA! Where are my photos?! HAHAHA!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-9118449997933128749?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-54614120959769774072010-01-12T22:22:00.002+08:002010-01-12T22:30:35.449+08:00And so, I spent my thursday till saturday at my school's open house...<div>T_T</div><div>BORING SHIT LAH!</div><div>Nothing to do!</div><div>But, even if nothing to do, still get to collect points leh! HAHA! HAPPY!</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm even happier now cause, I'm on cloud 9 since Saturday...</div><div><br /></div><div>YES... Utterly HAPPY!</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, for my dear friend, Terence Poon...</div><div><br /></div><div>The sun will shine after a rainy day~ Don't worry! I'm sure you'll do better next time. With your positive thinking, you're bound to do better.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm always around if you need me =) text me, e-mail me, msn me, FB me... I'll be there for you =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5461412095976977407?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-52223996489003751312010-01-05T13:29:00.005+08:002010-01-05T15:25:22.647+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUnhCT6qI/AAAAAAAAAXg/ey0HhNrPOqk/s1600-h/untitled.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 319px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUnhCT6qI/AAAAAAAAAXg/ey0HhNrPOqk/s320/untitled.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130676655549090" /></a><br />YES PEOPLE! 12 more days to my birthday... actually, I'm scared... cause, there's one more year left until I reach the BIG 2! >.< These are the things that I WANT... But... Yeah.. it's all a dream T_T<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUcoLypCI/AAAAAAAAAXY/JSFMYG11JtY/s1600-h/untitled2.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUcoLypCI/AAAAAAAAAXY/JSFMYG11JtY/s320/untitled2.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130489595798562" /><br />I'd like a MAC BOOK<br /><br /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUcSTYisI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/Mnp5sElCNn8/s1600-h/untitled3.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 152px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUcSTYisI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/Mnp5sElCNn8/s320/untitled3.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130483722062530" /></a><br />Gucci Sunglasses<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUb2RmVVI/AAAAAAAAAXI/SCJF9Jipg0M/s1600-h/untitled4.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUb2RmVVI/AAAAAAAAAXI/SCJF9Jipg0M/s320/untitled4.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130476198384978" /></a><br />An 88 pallette from coastal scents<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUbjNLSPI/AAAAAAAAAXA/HBRYq5Hhl_s/s1600-h/untitled5.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 314px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUbjNLSPI/AAAAAAAAAXA/HBRYq5Hhl_s/s320/untitled5.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130471079561458" /></a><br />REAL ROSES<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUbYq-96I/AAAAAAAAAW4/UX0ME8yHgh0/s1600-h/untitled6.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 211px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/S0LUbYq-96I/AAAAAAAAAW4/UX0ME8yHgh0/s320/untitled6.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423130468251793314" /></a>And Dr Marten's boots! Preferably in black, white or RED~ HEHE!!<div><br /></div><div>I know it's very thick skin of me but hey! People wish for things on their birthday no?</div><div>I'd accept any kind of gifts as well. Cause they are from you. It's the thought that counts. Birthday wishes also accepted cause, I know the things here are all getting more ex by the day... I just wish that the prices would go down...</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6666CC;">However, what I really want for my birthday is you...</span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5222399648900375131?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-68566907246564963892009-12-31T10:50:00.002+08:002009-12-31T11:05:34.268+08:00You know, I never thought that male customers could be as fussy as female customers...<div>Guess I was wrong...</div><div>I was happily doing my work when this bloke spoiled my mood.</div><div>After serving him, I said "Thank you see you again."</div><div>That bloke asked for chili sauce.</div><div>THOSE WHO DINE IN will always have to take the chili and tomato sauce from the condiments bar. So I told that OFFICER, "It's to your left on the condiments bar."</div><div><br /></div><div>He can tell me, "Excuse me miss, you don't give me this kind of attitude."</div><div><br /></div><div>EH! WTF! Why can't you be like those other customers? Why do YOU have to be that SPECIAL?</div><div>Unless you're telling me that the chili dispenser is no longer there, I can accept lah!</div><div><br /></div><div>You freakishly spoiled my mood for the day. You made me cry. You made me want to re-think about who the real devil is among you customers!</div><div><br /></div><div>On a lighter note(I think)...</div><div><br /></div><div>New year's coming. It will be 2010 in 12hrs 55mins.</div><div><br /></div><div>I've thought of lots and lots of resolutions!</div><div><br /></div><div>1) Do AWESOMELY WELL FOR SCHOOL.</div><div>2) Be less aggressive...(?)</div><div>3) *TRY* To save money</div><div>4) Be more patient.</div><div>5) Be less loud...</div><div><br /></div><div>The others, are personal.. =)</div><div><br /></div><div>Happy new year Everyone!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6856690724656496389?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-72027864991492626622009-12-26T23:47:00.001+08:002009-12-27T00:04:10.886+08:00I do not want to think about any of you two right now...<div>But, some how... where ever I go, I am reminded of the both of you.</div><div>I'm supposed to let YOU go...</div><div>While I'm supposed to not let my thinking go any further with YOU...</div><div><br /></div><div>You and You...</div><div><br /></div><div>Sadly, I can't pick.</div><div>It's either one or the other...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7202786499149262662?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-21219193783346093022009-12-22T23:43:00.002+08:002009-12-22T23:57:04.925+08:0026 more days to my birthday and im pretty much at a loss on wht to do...<br />I have like, SO MANY PPL ON MY MIND that I wanna invite.<br />I have FOOD to think about... I know most of my friends dun like to eat spicy food...<br />I think I need to rent some chairs... *I hope aisyah can spare me some for FREE ^tee-hee-hee^*<br />Also, I have to think about who can take leave if they are working...<br /><br />I never knew planning is THIS difficult T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2121919378334609302?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-78871184818098425922009-12-18T00:51:00.002+08:002009-12-18T00:53:55.911+08:00I didn't go for zhi xin's b'day party cuz i was working!<br />I CANNOT BELIEVE I FORGOT! T_T<br /><br />If i din go for zhi xin's, then go for Thomas's 21st.<br />At least, sort of a make up for the loss of time.<br />Thank goodness i took off day on the 20th~<br />Ton over with my McD ppls also =)<br /><br />YAY!<br /><br />Oh yeah! I still haven't gotten Thomas any birthday present yet! OMG~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7887118481809842592?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-87715626223910478152009-12-07T22:07:00.001+08:002009-12-07T22:07:25.712+08:00Just a few words over here...<br /><br />TAYLOR LAUTNER IS UTTER HOTTNESS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8771562622391047815?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-52407366544190003082009-12-06T23:42:00.002+08:002009-12-06T23:44:55.391+08:00The entire week is just not happening for me...<br /><br />I'm constantly pissed and sad at something or someone.<br /><br />Why? I don't know and I do know.<br /><br />Customers<br />Him<br />Stress<br />School<br /><br />I can't take it anymore...<br /><br />I really really cannot take it...<br /><br />Don't make it rain on me anymore... My heart and mind can't take it...<br />Especially you...<br />Don't play around with my feelings...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5240736654419000308?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-32442351572226532842009-11-24T09:33:00.003+08:002009-11-24T09:37:49.062+08:00Poster Presentation, CHECKED!<br />Poster Presentation, PASS!<br />Poster Presentation, OVER AND DONE WITH!<br />What's left: FYP<br /><br />I cannot believe I'm working on Hari Raya Haji... T_T Yeah, I said I can work but, cannot put me at 1800hrs meh? T_T I'm working at 1200hrs... I cannot believe it...<br /><br />But, oh well! DOUBLE PAY BABY! I guess it is worth it...<br /><br />I'm wondering what I should get for Nelle's and Aisyah's Christmas present...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3244235157222653284?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-14987962773083240362009-11-18T23:31:00.002+08:002009-11-18T23:42:04.868+08:00PP Poster, CHECKED! However, I don't feel like going for poster presentation...<br /><br />Now... What am I to do...<br />It feels like my energy is drained everytime I go to school and by the time I reach home, I wither like flower...<br /><br />HARI RAYA IS COMING!!<br />And I MIGHT be working on that day T_T KNS! I better not! I wish to go visit my relatives okay! Like, really really VISIT!<br /><br />CHRISTMAS IS COMING TOO!<br />I feel that just because you're of a different race or religion, you can't celebrate it. You can. Just that there are limits.<br /><br />I feel like buying presents for ppl... Like Hana, Fizzy, Ernie (My sistaz), Talib, Farhan, Deborah, Aisyah, Nelle and many many many more...<br />It's a season of giving, no?<br />Just that I cannot think of what present to give... Something kinky...? LOL! Maybe something unconventional yet practical...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1498796277308324036?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-14476940129430226602009-11-12T23:14:00.002+08:002009-11-12T23:22:44.593+08:00Okay! SO, today I think I looked pretty!<br /><br />Too bad I didn't take a photo of myself... But I did take some with Hana's cam...HANA! I want my photos!<br /><br />Okay, that was so vain of me! But I can't help it... HAHA!<br /><br />So, today Ms Hon wasnt taking our class.. It was some Joyce that I don't like. I don't like it when she bombards into our space. I don't like it when she pin pointed to my teammate AND ONLY my teammate! I hate that! Yeah, I get it, he was weak in this module. SO? Did you have to PIN POINT THAT OUT SO CLEARLY???<br /><br />MS HON! COME BACKKKK~~!!!<br /><br />Since I have NO MOOD to do RJ because of that WOMAN, I shall not do it. Really hate her to the MAXX LAH!! >.<<br /><br />Oh yahh... My classmate Johnathan was acting all weird today. Was so unlike him! Only later did I find out that he was trying to be this guy, Siang Yong... I think Siang Yong is... very boss like...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1447694012943022660?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-704026977420828382009-11-10T22:49:00.002+08:002009-11-10T22:54:44.955+08:00I've been suffering from severe diarrhea for the past 2 weeks! It ain't pretty~!<br />Could it be because of the mussels that I ate? Cannot be right? Usually in a few days will be okay... Or was it the ginseng thing that I drank? Could be....<br /><br />Anyway, MOVIE CHECKLIST TIME!<br /><br />Jennifer's Body, checked!<br /><br />I didn't quite like the storyline. But it did give me a good scare here and there. Apparently the two boys that I went to watch it with enjoyed the bed scene... T_T okay, so guys will be guys! But really, you'll get to screw a girl like that soon.<br /><br />I thought the movie will be like AWESOME. The trailer certainly caught my attention. But too bad... It wasn't as good as the trailer said it was...<br /><br />Next movie to watch... Haven't thought about it yet...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-70402697742082838?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-58467084053364550932009-11-06T14:03:00.003+08:002009-11-06T14:18:21.375+08:00The truth is that, I was bored. Really REALLY bored. So, I used my dad's webcam and took photos of me with random things. And I just love the photos~! HAHA! So, yeah...<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO97IJpd4I/AAAAAAAAAWw/nLfHsS0rYfo/s1600-h/MeBear.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO97IJpd4I/AAAAAAAAAWw/nLfHsS0rYfo/s320/MeBear.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400869201645238146" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO9630zugI/AAAAAAAAAWo/JQKva1SDDb8/s1600-h/MeAin2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO9630zugI/AAAAAAAAAWo/JQKva1SDDb8/s320/MeAin2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400869197262862850" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96teo6DI/AAAAAAAAAWg/4NQRe27wkU8/s1600-h/MeAin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96teo6DI/AAAAAAAAAWg/4NQRe27wkU8/s320/MeAin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400869194485524530" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96SMblJI/AAAAAAAAAWY/VtNZvBKLoiY/s1600-h/Me2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96SMblJI/AAAAAAAAAWY/VtNZvBKLoiY/s320/Me2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400869187161396370" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96FyqBFI/AAAAAAAAAWQ/UCA160mF494/s1600-h/Me.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SvO96FyqBFI/AAAAAAAAAWQ/UCA160mF494/s320/Me.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400869183832065106" border="0" /></a><br /><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5846708405336455093?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-85947877656107115942009-11-01T01:11:00.002+08:002009-11-01T01:13:36.852+08:00Everything went wrong...<br />Went WRONG!<br />It wasn't supposed to be this way!<br />DAMN IT!<br /><br />I don't know where to vent my anger at...<br /><br />I feel angry yes... But I feel more hurt than angry.<br /><br />I hate you for this!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8594787765610711594?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-69233813666792113512009-10-28T22:22:00.002+08:002009-10-28T22:45:32.653+08:00Listen woman! It feels like you're terrorizing my life!<br />Get a grip will you! You don't show it but you LEAK IT OUT like a sewer pipe that had burst!<br />I can definitely feel that! I'm more sensitive thanmost people out there.<br /><br />BBQ is in a few days time... I have not booked a pit... I'll ask either Silas or Jacky to do that for me...<br /><br />Then... UT is around the corner... I have not done ANY revision AT ALL T_T... I think I'm done for. Quite a lot of my friends are going for Halloween parties and stuff... I'm not going. Not that I'm scared or anything... I'm just... not in to this kind of things... But I do like to party.<br /><br />Right now, I feel so depressed. I feel like throwing toilet roll in the air as confetti and plastic bags filled with air to make balloons. I don't care how childhood deprived I sound right now. Those are the things I want to do badly. Just so I can drive the blues away. I've been feeling blue lately... anyway...<br /><br />SCHOOL OS SUCH A DRAG! I guess the only few reasons I go to school is because of amazing friends and I get time away from home. My class is getting smaller and smaller by the day... I'm not sure if it is because of the lessons or because of the faci... If it's the faci, well, tough luck faci! No matter how hard you try to make us like you, it won't happen.<br /><br />Tonight, I'll have a run down on things that needs to be done tomorrow... Including RETURNING the Cafe Uniform to work... Yes. Did I not tell you I did cafe on Sunday and got hurt? My right hand has a black mark that was kindly given by the steam wand. My left thumb was...cooked(?) by the very hot milk bubbles. It still hurts till today. I hope will get better soon my next week. I really hope it will. I can hardly sleep properly witht he wounds...<br /><br />I can't help but think about how you feel towards me... I think you know how I feel towards you... I'd kill to have an entire day with you...<br /><br />If you need anyone to talk to, I'll be around to lend you an ear. I won't give you opinions or advice unless you ask for it. I'll be there as a stress ball. You know you can tell me anything.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6923381366679211351?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-29643795947241358552009-10-25T00:54:00.003+08:002009-10-25T01:17:55.048+08:00I feel giddy.<br />I'm having sore throat.<br />Been feeling giddy for the past few days actually. Just. never knew the reason...<br />Was sent off early from work. My managers were scared that I pengsan.<br />Simon thinks it's probably due to low blood pressure.<br />I'm not too sure either...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2964379594724135855?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-8406524184367109212009-10-23T13:48:00.002+08:002009-10-23T13:59:54.560+08:00I know know why you don't like me...<br />But that doesn't give you any REASON or EXCUSE to not like me...<br />The only reason why I don't like you is because you don't like me for a stupid reason...<br />~~~<br /><br />So, I skipped two days worth of school on Monday and Tuesday.<br />Worth it? Not exactly actually... missed my classmates.<br />But i definitely didn't miss my faci... I really don't like her...<br />However, I will turn up for her class... Hopefully for a full day instead of partial-ing...<br /><br />The things that has been going on in school...<br />Well, let's just say that it's been interesting. Yesterday was a revelation...<br />Tuesday was, quite embarrassing... Monday, nothing interesting...I think...<br /><br />Yesterday, after he told me about something that I have been wondering for a long time, i wanted to cry. I really did. But, i know I can't. Not in front of him at least...<br /><br />I wonder... Do your peeps know about this?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-840652418436710921?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-50275484719701909042009-10-18T00:24:00.002+08:002009-10-18T00:30:08.487+08:00You're my strength and my weakness...<br />I love how you looked the other day...<br />Flawless... absolutely flawless...<br />So my heart stopped when I saw you looking like that.<br />Never thought you could look even more handsome than you already are.<br />When you bathed in the sunlight, you looked like an angel.<br />An angel sent for me? Probably.<br /><br />I seriously cannot get your image out of my head since then.<br />ARGH! I must be going crazy!<br />I really have to stop making my thoughts drift to you.<br />I can't concentrate. I really can't.<br /><br />Oh boy, I've got it bad...<br />Really baaadd...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5027548471970190904?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-37402508167865372582009-10-15T08:18:00.001+08:002009-10-15T08:20:34.253+08:00*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<br />*I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered**I am flustered*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3740250816786537258?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-58241160803342216802009-10-14T10:55:00.002+08:002009-10-14T10:59:51.780+08:00was seriously stunned yesterday...<br />absolutely stunned...<br />I was rendered helpless when he did THAT!<br /><br />Not that i'm complaining... It was a good feeling...<br />But... erm, that was pretty unexpected...<br /><br />HOWEVER!<br /><br />My dear, how could you ask about my WAIST SIZE?<br />That is a very sensitive question to ask a girl.<br />Another is about her age(especially if she is older than 21) and her weight...<br />It was pretty much embarrassing when you asked me that question...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5824116080334221680?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-51869821895944490092009-10-12T21:17:00.003+08:002009-10-12T21:51:28.604+08:00I finally felt that I have found the one...<br />I love everything about him...<br />He is perfectly imperfect...<br />He makes me smile, he makes me laugh.<br />He makes me sad, he makes me angry.<br />He's playful and cheeky. The kind that can make you swoon a million times over.<br />I love it when he smiles, I love it when he complains.<br /><br /><em>I do get jealous when he's out there laughing with his friends having a good time. But who am I to stop him from grabbing his own happiness...</em><br /><br />He smells like a mixture of things. From soap to nature. I love it. Makes me feel calm and safe.<br />When he touches me, I could have sworn that my heart skipped more than one beat. A single touch alone could render me helpless. When he talks to me, everything just fades away. It's just me and him...<br /><br /><em>Alas, could this all be just a dream? </em><br /><em></em><br />I can't help but think at times, when he comes to me for attention, is it purely because he needs it or because I'm just the other person he goes to for comfort. If his friends are not around, am I just another play thing?<br /><br />Does he appreciate the things that I do for him? Does he appreaciate it with all of his heart? I'm not just someone he could use to get all the things he wants right?<br /><br /><em>Wish as I might, for him to be mine, I try all my might to stay by his side...</em><br /><em></em><br />He is the most beautiful disaster that ever happened to me. And if this were to fade away, at least I know that it lasted this long. I would love it if he feels the same way as I. Because as far as I can see, he's entire being is my mind day and night.<br /><br />I'm terrified to tell him how I feel about him. But then again, he might have known all this while. Just didn't say a word of it to me at all...<br /><br /><em>I pray and pray so hard everyday, for his safety and his health. So that no matter how things change, I'll still be able to see him, whether close by me or from afar...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>~~~~~~~~~~~~~</em><br /><em></em><br />My thoughts for a certain someone who gave me wire roses...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5186982189594449009?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-49543070041003150652009-10-12T13:41:00.002+08:002009-10-12T13:55:58.410+08:00Yesterday...<br /><br />Work was like a bitch. There were like many many customers to deal with and I had a crew member who is not willing to do his work properly - that is what I feel anyway. With the things that he said, he made it seem like a job is like a game.<br /><br />I get it! You want to enjoy yourself at work as well but at the same time you have to be serious about this. If you don't want to practice or do your work properly, you might as well don't come to work and just go study. He is the first crew member that I raised my voice at. I hope to not do that anymore. It wasn't a good feeling to be scolding another one of your work mate. But I had no choice.<br /><br />I think zhi xin was starting to get a bit fed up as well. Speaking of Zhi Xin, that poor boy. It was raining on him since he came to work. And somehow, it got worse at night. I'm thinking that he's very tired. I haven't seen him in a while. More like a long while, like, a month? I hope we do get to work together again next week. It is always fun working with him. =)<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;">I had awesome fun talking to you early in the morning at 1am... Let's do that again...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4954307004100315065?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-90087967324463426072009-10-09T21:30:00.000+08:002009-10-09T21:35:49.010+08:00<p>So, PP is sent~<br /><br />AND PP IS APPROVED~!!!!</p><p>Anyway, the promised photos...<br /><br />Oh and before that, the first week of school was FILLED with random, sweet and funny things~!<br />I won't tell it all here because later it will be too long... way too long... trust me =)<br /><br />THE PHOTOS OF RAYA (will only put in some cause the rest is in facebook)</p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86Khy0C_I/AAAAAAAAAWA/V2L5QlF1Al0/s1600-h/IMGP2293.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86Khy0C_I/AAAAAAAAAWA/V2L5QlF1Al0/s320/IMGP2293.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591231530372082" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86KJkVNPI/AAAAAAAAAV4/5wJlkX2PdQ8/s1600-h/IMGP2273.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86KJkVNPI/AAAAAAAAAV4/5wJlkX2PdQ8/s320/IMGP2273.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591225027179762" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86Jtm5S1I/AAAAAAAAAVw/AD2eSsW9Z90/s1600-h/IMGP2284.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86Jtm5S1I/AAAAAAAAAVw/AD2eSsW9Z90/s320/IMGP2284.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591217521740626" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86JC-ZouI/AAAAAAAAAVo/e7eRfQSfcEc/s1600-h/IMGP2288.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86JC-ZouI/AAAAAAAAAVo/e7eRfQSfcEc/s320/IMGP2288.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591206077604578" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86IpJwLdI/AAAAAAAAAVg/XbQgQN3yG1c/s1600-h/IMGP2282.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86IpJwLdI/AAAAAAAAAVg/XbQgQN3yG1c/s320/IMGP2282.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591199145897426" border="0" /></a></p><p>And this one below is from Wei Liang =) how sweet of you~<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86k_If-2I/AAAAAAAAAWI/SNLAX5ZQugQ/s1600-h/IMGP2298.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Ss86k_If-2I/AAAAAAAAAWI/SNLAX5ZQugQ/s320/IMGP2298.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390591686082558818" border="0" /></a></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-9008796732446342607?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-20552341776482279902009-10-03T01:12:00.004+08:002009-10-03T01:18:23.570+08:00I know... dun complain... at least I'm still writing okay!<br /><br />I have fotos to upload, schedule to make... PP TO SUBMIT!<br /><br />Speaking of PP...<br /><br />I asked if he wanted to do PP with me, he said can. Morning, give him a wake up call...<br />I gave him the wake up call only to find out that he didnt sleep the whole night...<br />Then when i reached school, i waited and called him 5 times...<br />at 12 plus, i saw him online...<br /><br />Hours later, he called me back to explain. I forgave him.<br /><br />This sunday do PP... I'm not expecting much.<br /><br />I was just glad that he returned my call(s) to apologize and make it up to me. =)<br />~~<br /><br />Ah~! FOTOS~!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2055234177648227990?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-68857978734499339842009-09-09T21:20:00.002+08:002009-09-09T21:39:23.578+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqerzX0B4mI/AAAAAAAAAVY/3A15_M_UOt8/s1600-h/WOOYOUNG.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 207px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqerzX0B4mI/AAAAAAAAAVY/3A15_M_UOt8/s320/WOOYOUNG.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379457178971267682" border="0" /></a>I hope that wooyoung is doing okay... he fainted at the airport when his team leader left for USA... The netizens are wayyy too much...<br /><br />The thing that his team leader wrote in his webby was like what? 4 years ago? Why now then they bring it up? No brained netizens... Can't they just let go of the past? Jay~! COME BACK TO 2PM~! It's not the same without Old Man Pa... Come back Jay, come back...<br />********************<br /><br />On a totally different note, I have rebonded my hair. It is now silky smooth and no longer puffy...<br />Now, I look like my other sisters. I feel so happy after rebonding my hair... MY HAIR FLEW IN THE WIND! It felt awesome~ HAHAHA!<br /><br />And, I actually had a dream...<br />It went a little something like this...<br /><br />He followed me to rebond my hair that day... Him and another friend of mine followed... Then, during the whole process, he never kept his eyes off me. After the entire process, he paid for me. Then, when we stepped out of the home salon, he confessed that he likes me...<br />"I couldn't live two minutes without thinking about you..."<br />Somehow I wasn't surprised... Instead I said, "Took you long enough."<br />Then we... err... 뽀뽀... HAHA! go translate it...<br />Yeah... and somehow, it felt real... It felt so real, I didn't wanna wake up.<br />Too bad I had to. However, I woke up smiling like an idiot.<br />Thankfully, no one noticed...<br /><br />I guess it really happened... Happened in a dream. My heart desires that he tells me he does indeed need me. From that desire, it became a dream... And from that desire for the dream to come true, I kept wishing that it would be...<br /><br />He is a sin yet a delicacy.<br />He is strong yet fragile.<br />He is close yet so far.<br />He is my savior yet my undoing.<br />He gives me pleasure yet pain.<br /><br />He is......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6885797873449933984?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-18600875475772913762009-09-07T12:58:00.002+08:002009-09-07T13:11:41.624+08:00Regarding yesterday's little scar...<br /><br />I woke up this morning to find that I actually have more than one...<br />I have scores of it~!<br />Oh no!<br />Only one week plus to Raya~! I hope the scar will like, heal fast and not leave any blemish on my hands...<br /><br />Oh and regarding work, I'm hinking of working in a clinic. But here's the thing... I get sick easily... But that beats working at McD anytime~!<br /><br />I'd rather face sick people than those customers who are brainless, egotistical and extremely rude. Period. The other thing about this is that I'm not too sure where I'll be placed at. I might be placed all the way at the end of the west area... Like, forexample, BEDOK or TAMPINES~!<br />If it's at Jurong, I wouldn't really mind. It's quite close... Anyway, before all this could happen, I should actually apply for that job T_T. I don't quite know if I should or not...<br /><br />Anyway, I asked Wei Liang the other day if he has any suggestion to what job I should change to... you know what he said? ------------------------------------------------- KFC! No way Jose am I going to work at KFC... not another fast food outlet where I might just blow my top... again... towards stupid customers...<br /><br />Change of topic, I hope that Wei Da is feeling okay... Heard from Wei Liang that he's not feeling too good. If you are not feeling that good, have a good rest and drink lots of water okay? Get well soon =)<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">*I hope you don't catch whatever sickness he's having. Take care of yourself...*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1860087547577291376?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-66567934313342711412009-09-06T22:26:00.002+08:002009-09-06T22:45:42.286+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqPJG8Zn1zI/AAAAAAAAAVQ/Lzs0MRsOSYg/s1600-h/IMGP2233.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 258px; height: 193px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqPJG8Zn1zI/AAAAAAAAAVQ/Lzs0MRsOSYg/s320/IMGP2233.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378363501140498226" border="0" /></a>First of all, that is my hand...if you can see that red line there, that is actually blood.<br />I was playing with granny's cat when I realised that I was bleeding due to him. But I guess it was alright... he was just playing around. He likes the company. The least i could do was play with him.<br /><br />The last time I saw him, he was just KITTEN. Now, he's so big and handsome, I can't believe that it's him~ I'm glad that I took a day off~ Can see darling kitty!<br /><br />For breakfast, I ate like, sharks fin soup and I was full. Really. Just that small thing can make me full. But i forced myself to eat a bit more. I had to. Granny had porridge from the mosque~! And I for one loves porridge from the mosque. It tastes awesome~ Haha~!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">*I like the way things are right now. I never want it to change...*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6656793431334271141?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-5807567567082563632009-09-05T10:42:00.003+08:002009-09-05T11:22:05.269+08:00The photos as promised a few days ago T_T hahahaha! I lazy lah want o up load the rest... so, for now, this one can ah? LOL!<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRkT4N-XI/AAAAAAAAAVA/NXXpVACBVkQ/s1600-h/IMGP2199.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRkT4N-XI/AAAAAAAAAVA/NXXpVACBVkQ/s320/IMGP2199.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377809851798649202" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRjilV_8I/AAAAAAAAAU4/-LsPwvUOg8Y/s1600-h/IMGP2195.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRjilV_8I/AAAAAAAAAU4/-LsPwvUOg8Y/s320/IMGP2195.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377809838566145986" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRjM_3CUI/AAAAAAAAAUw/Jxp6p2MDMRY/s1600-h/IMGP2194.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRjM_3CUI/AAAAAAAAAUw/Jxp6p2MDMRY/s320/IMGP2194.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377809832771782978" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRircZwdI/AAAAAAAAAUo/XqfKz66Fq2k/s1600-h/IMGP2193.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRircZwdI/AAAAAAAAAUo/XqfKz66Fq2k/s320/IMGP2193.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377809823764693458" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRiLdnx1I/AAAAAAAAAUg/JJM5mTshn3g/s1600-h/IMGP2192.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SqHRiLdnx1I/AAAAAAAAAUg/JJM5mTshn3g/s320/IMGP2192.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377809815179872082" border="0" /></a>This one was before going to school... Do you know how long ago these photos were taken? It's like, weeks ago! HAHA! The last day of UT...<br /></p><p>Oh, and a couple of days back, I went to Jive camp to help Wei Liang out... Unexpectedly, I had fun... Apart from sleeping in between, interacting with the camp people was fun too... Though, I think if I were to see some guys whose name I don't know, they might start calling me "Sayang"... Because I called them that... Dang~ I should have asked for their names instead of calling them sayang... T_T</p><p>And Wei Liang's brother was cute too~! Wei Da... Haha! Both their names starts with a Wei... If you put them together, they look awesomely adorable~! I had a first hand experience. It was fun. Wei Da was very witty. He was oozing charm all over the place. Haha!</p><p>I won't deny that they are the cutest brothers I have ever seen =)</p><p><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);font-size:78%;" >*Highlight to see words written below...</span><br /></p><p><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size:20%;"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">*But the truth about having fun was that I spent my time with you that day...*</span><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-580756756708256363?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-8541889921679620082009-09-02T21:53:00.003+08:002009-09-02T21:53:36.276+08:00I have photos to upload but I lazy T_T<br />Since two weeks ago you know!<br /><br />Heh. Well, maybe later...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-854188992167962008?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-75636291632709452672009-08-13T21:35:00.002+08:002009-08-13T21:48:51.792+08:00Reset -- Super Junior, English lyrics. Gotten it off youtube by Mickysshi.<br /><br />You ask me if I really don't feel anything<br />or if nothing's wrong from time to time<br />Do I really look like there's nothing wrong? Do I?<br />Even now, when I look at you, my heart hurts<br />Even if it's for a moment...<br />I try hard to not let my tears fall.<br /><br />Don't you know that I'm smiling like a fool?<br />Now, how can you and I become friends like before?<br />Can we really be like that? Can we really?<br /><br />Press the reset.<br />The only one I see is you, only you.<br />Press the reset.<br />You, I can't forget you.<br />Press the reset.<br />How am I to let go of the person who's standing before me?<br />Press the reset.<br /><br />Say something, please.<br />That your heart is aching with longing too, tell me.<br />My heart stops, I can't breathe, my wounds won't heal.<br />I patched up the holes you left in me with tears today.<br /><br />By any chance, would you go there?<br />Do you think about me occasionally?<br />I go crazy at this thought.<br />Do you know this heart of mine?<br />I love you, I love you.<br />I promise I'll hold your hand tight.<br />I'm sorry, I'm sorry.<br />Come back to me, press the reset.<br /><br />Can we really not go back to how we were?<br />To the day when we first bumped into each other.<br />I guess, we can't go back to that day<br />Please, oh please...<br /><br />Possibly, maybe, if<br />You too are smiling for my sake.<br />If it's really like that, come back to me now.<br /><br />Rather, should I be the one leaving first?<br />Is letting you go something I do for you?<br />But forgive me, for I can't.<br />I can't forget you, comeback.<br /><br />~For I cannot forget all the memories.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7563629163270945267?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-69995449308879852712009-08-10T21:41:00.001+08:002009-08-10T21:46:16.845+08:00So, I have many younger colleagues calling me "Sis".<br />I have aunties calling me CL (crew leader).<br />I have Older colleagues calling me adik.<br />I have Dennis calling me "mother".<br />I have Zhi xin calling me "Lala".<br /><br />T_T I have so many titles that I respond to . You know why? I have a younger crew by the name of HIMA. So, when people call either me or him, both of us will respond because our names sound similar.<br /><br />Oh and uh, I just hope that my pay will be many many this month because, I worked many days many hours. Boss better grant me the money that I really am entitled to ... Onegai...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6999544930887985271?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-78068857072296083432009-07-31T20:03:00.002+08:002009-07-31T20:07:14.094+08:00I had a bomb of a time at class today. All sorts of things came out.<br />Mind your language.<br />Transformers.<br />Handphone.<br />Television.<br />HAHA! go figure out what I mean. I can't wait to go shopping~! Really, I can't! I just realised that I need more clothes. Like, urgently. >.<<br /><br />Boy, I've done it. How about you? You have no idea how much weight was lifted off my chest that day.<br /><br />And again, it's yet another disease...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7806885707229608343?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-79277049009778403772009-07-27T22:29:00.003+08:002009-07-27T22:35:48.675+08:00I just want to hide right now...<br />I just want to plunge my head into the ground and never take it back out...<br />I want to scream my pain away...<br />I want to forget you...<br /><br />니가 밉다, 그러, 사랑해...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7927704900977840377?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-39972119665908983332009-07-20T15:32:00.002+08:002009-07-20T15:35:42.835+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SmQdqWBLU1I/AAAAAAAAAUY/lgHsxl_cUVg/s1600-h/Woo.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SmQdqWBLU1I/AAAAAAAAAUY/lgHsxl_cUVg/s320/Woo.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360442069779960658" border="0" /></a><br />Isn't he dreamy? HAHA! My new love to add to the list~ His name is Jung Woo Young from 2PM. Yet another Korean guy (= He's baby looking. But attracted me to him is because, he is VERY comfortable in his own skin. Go watch Star King. You'll get what I mean. He might be in the list together with the SuJu boys, he still can't beat No. 1... HAHA!<br /><br />WOO YOUNG~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3997211966590898333?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-86201463585654877582009-07-16T20:59:00.002+08:002009-07-16T21:04:17.136+08:00qweweruiokl;uio\asbnmfgh m,. tyuipoyui ghj\ascvbwer bnm uiosdfwre\as ghjiopqwe nm,yuixcvghj iopert ghjiopqwe kl;iopbnmfgh tyuiopyui;'zcvbwer asd rty\astyuwersdf uiobnm nm,tyu nm,uiobnmsdf...<br /><br />op[kl;wer\asasdwerm,.rtywerkl;kl; nm,wer rtyiop kl;wer\ascvbwerm,. \asbnmsdf uio qweuiokl;k;l...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8620146358565487758?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-69951994896996560822009-07-07T23:10:00.002+08:002009-07-07T23:23:41.764+08:00A little something for my little sister.<br /><br />If you are in trouble, you can always turn to me or kak anis. We'll ALWAYS be there for you.<br />I know I'm very fierce but that is how I show that I care for you.<br />I don't know what kind of "friends" you mix with that turned you into the mini devil you are now.<br />I don' know what they have said or done to you that turned you into someone I can hardly recognize.<br />But I do know this much. Those people aren't your real friends.<br /><br />I've been there done that.<br />I've done my mistakes and I've learned from them.<br />But how about you?<br />You're in a mess that you cannot get out of simply because you refuse to listen.<br />Mum and Dad were always there for you.<br />All of us were there. But what did you do?<br />You left us for those so called "friends".<br /><br />Follow who you are.<br />What you are turning into right now is not something that I like.<br />You're turning into one of those who sits under the block and does nothing but make noise. If those are the people you are making friends with, I'll tell you they are not worth it.<br /><br />You shouldn't even be in a relationship in the first place. That isn't something you can handle and I know it because I've tried and I failed. The kind of boys that you are having a relationship with are not the kind that you should even touch! They're disgusting!<br /><br />Keep this in mind. The only thing you should worry yourself with right now are your studies. Money can come later. Boys can come later. Education is important.<br /><br />By the way, as I see it, the only true friends that you have are Hema, Iqbal, Rady. Those three that I always here of.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6995199489699656082?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-77244211025789968132009-07-02T20:50:00.003+08:002009-07-02T20:52:35.589+08:00Okay... so, everyone is like, talking about MJ's death.<br />It is tragic that he died at 50.<br /><br />Anyway, 2NE1, a girl band from korea mentioned his name for their final(?) performance of "Fire"<br />It was sweet. It looked like CL and her team were suffering because it wasn't their best performance but they still made it through.<br /><br />Anyway, my thoughts on his death?<br /><br />I do feel sad but we still have to move on. Goodbye prince of pop.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7724421102578996813?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-39730366949402085952009-06-23T22:10:00.001+08:002009-06-23T22:12:42.404+08:00난근양 너라고...<br /><br />It's only you...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm sorry...<br /><br />I'm really really sorry...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3973036694940208595?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-54554165242760204372009-06-19T12:32:00.001+08:002009-06-19T21:35:58.058+08:00Falling ill is DEFINITELY not what I would like to do on a daily basis...<br />It's painful, irritating and it makes you feel weak and useless T_T<br /><br />On a better note, Happy Birthday Farhan! Hope you have a wonderful day ahead of you (=<br /><br />Wei Liang's birthday is coming soon too but, I sort of forgot the date... I do remember it's a few days AFTER Farhan's but I'm not too sure how many days exactly...<br /><br />I feel horrible for forgetting his birthday T_T I feel horrible for forgetting my friends' birthday... They remembered mine but I forgot about theirs. Isn't it awful?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5455416524276020437?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-12073567586411355712009-06-14T23:05:00.001+08:002009-06-14T23:07:36.235+08:00SCHOOL'S IN!<br /><br />Oh and uhhh... I hate rude customers. Like, EXTREMELY rude customers.<br />Dear all RUDE and EXTREMELY RUDE customers...<br />I hate you.<br />Please try to understand MY feelings and ALL those who are working in the FNB line that it is NOT easy to tend to your needs...<br /><br />THANK YOU VERY MUCH!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1207356758641135571?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-72576982497391578092009-06-13T12:15:00.002+08:002009-06-13T12:20:03.656+08:00It was crunch times yesterday...<br />Many customers to deal with...<br />Do you think i even have the time to lift my eyes and look at the customer?<br />I mean, c'mon!<br /><br />If i did have the time to greet you and say 'thank you see you again', I would have done so. But there were so many of you customers that I have to be quick and precise! You think I actually have the bloody time to look and you and talk?<br /><br />Can't you just think for a moment? I had to handle so many orders. I was tired. I didn't have the time to eat. Everytime I wanted to go for break, there will be so many customers. So, yeah I pushed my break time aside and went to tend to you customers.<br /><br />Is it really that hard to just think on our side for once? Yeah I get it it's a FAST FOOD RESTAURANT but we are not robots! We are still humans! If you don't even understand this simple thing that we are trying our very best to tend to your needs then I'm sorry you don't have a heart!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7257698249739157809?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-78701997247648790062009-05-28T14:40:00.002+08:002009-05-28T14:59:36.313+08:00Ever had people staring at you because you were wearing something that is pretty much ut of the ordinary? Well, My dearest friend aisyah got that kind of treatment at RP when she was visiting me a few weeks back. You know why? She was wearing a "Graphic Tee"...<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Sh4ye8t4YCI/AAAAAAAAAUQ/PmbCSMfKHYI/s1600-h/DSC00061.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Sh4ye8t4YCI/AAAAAAAAAUQ/PmbCSMfKHYI/s320/DSC00061.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340761715384016930" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Yup! That was her "Graphic Tee"! Very graphic alright. (= HAHA! it's as if you all have never seen people from other schools come to RP before.. So the kaypo lah you all... wait... I mean, jakon!<br /><br />Anyway, I got the name of that boy who plays my fav songs on the piano with the cute nose. His name is Dylan (= very cute but way out of my league. Too young for me lahh.. 17 this year... which means a year 1. And he reminds me of someone. >.<<br /><br />My dear Wei Liang, just because I say that a guy is cute doesn't mean that I like him. It's a compliment that he's cute. Don't jump to conclusions like that can? I mean, I still have someone that I like...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7870199724764879006?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-73301470523337212009-05-25T17:48:00.002+08:002009-05-25T17:56:08.267+08:00PHOTO TIME!!! HAHAHA! Most of it is still lemon though ... hehe!<br /><br /><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqiCbLVwI/AAAAAAAAAUI/y9ILlSqGCgg/s320/Picture+0295.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339697441200101122" border="0" /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqhwnxYLI/AAAAAAAAAUA/jOBF-DbD2PY/s1600-h/Picture+0258.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqhwnxYLI/AAAAAAAAAUA/jOBF-DbD2PY/s320/Picture+0258.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339697436421087410" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Shpqh_5KnnI/AAAAAAAAAT4/qTLsYnAYvGU/s1600-h/Picture+0253.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/Shpqh_5KnnI/AAAAAAAAAT4/qTLsYnAYvGU/s320/Picture+0253.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339697440520576626" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqhpgOfzI/AAAAAAAAATw/wcizQCU0h6w/s1600-h/Picture+0256.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqhpgOfzI/AAAAAAAAATw/wcizQCU0h6w/s320/Picture+0256.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339697434510393138" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqG4d5tKI/AAAAAAAAATo/sjr2NJUFfnA/s1600-h/Picture+0278.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqG4d5tKI/AAAAAAAAATo/sjr2NJUFfnA/s320/Picture+0278.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339696974670705826" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqG-v-CCI/AAAAAAAAATg/-HXo_de3ECw/s1600-h/Picture+0339.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqG-v-CCI/AAAAAAAAATg/-HXo_de3ECw/s320/Picture+0339.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339696976357099554" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqGj9g_JI/AAAAAAAAATY/6QSSME5NZKw/s1600-h/Picture+0348.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqGj9g_JI/AAAAAAAAATY/6QSSME5NZKw/s320/Picture+0348.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339696969166158994" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqGcdrL_I/AAAAAAAAATQ/UgMbDRrRh_k/s1600-h/Picture+0374.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/ShpqGcdrL_I/AAAAAAAAATQ/UgMbDRrRh_k/s320/Picture+0374.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339696967153561586" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7330147052333721?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-22150705101855793912009-05-14T21:28:00.002+08:002009-05-14T21:34:00.774+08:00I want to make truffles next week since I made cream puffs this week~!<br />haha! my classmate seems to like it (= so does Dr Liew! HAHA!<br /><br />Anyway, I finally got my very first A! Guess who I got it from...<br />SCOTTZ LIP! Rdna~!<br />Thanks faci!<br />I wonder when will my next A come in...<br /><br />Anyway...So after school I went to play the piano since I was pretty much stressed out.<br />I finally found out who played my favourite songs on the Piano like, EVERYDAY...<br />Some awesomely CUTE guy but I never asked for his name. I do remember his features though...<br />And I remembered that he has a cute nose! Haha!<br />And wei liang gave me a scare of my life today... Thanks dude... that was really appreciated...<br /><br />Truffles~! Here I come!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2215070510185579391?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-32397669281239156872009-05-07T21:39:00.003+08:002009-05-07T22:02:04.325+08:00HAHA! I gave LEMON a bath! Who's lemon you ask? well, look at at the adorable photos of him! Isn't he just a darling?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLleDsBwgI/AAAAAAAAATA/KbhVUfeYTAk/s1600-h/DSC00043.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLleDsBwgI/AAAAAAAAATA/KbhVUfeYTAk/s320/DSC00043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333077213308895746" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLleFrzdwI/AAAAAAAAAS4/YV6O29hiCtQ/s1600-h/DSC00053.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLleFrzdwI/AAAAAAAAAS4/YV6O29hiCtQ/s320/DSC00053.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333077213844829954" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLld892R5I/AAAAAAAAASw/7s0klpKlWUg/s1600-h/Copy+of+DSC00039.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLld892R5I/AAAAAAAAASw/7s0klpKlWUg/s320/Copy+of+DSC00039.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333077211504592786" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLldx2zI3I/AAAAAAAAASo/9q8IehnnNJk/s1600-h/Copy+of+DSC00036.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLldx2zI3I/AAAAAAAAASo/9q8IehnnNJk/s320/Copy+of+DSC00036.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333077208522236786" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLld6hhDuI/AAAAAAAAASg/XXMJRpB0jvc/s1600-h/Copy+of+DSC00035.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLld6hhDuI/AAAAAAAAASg/XXMJRpB0jvc/s320/Copy+of+DSC00035.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333077210848890594" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Who does Lemon belong to? Well, my classmate Edmund!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLodh1xsuI/AAAAAAAAATI/rJyeMXY7YSc/s1600-h/DSC00193.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SgLodh1xsuI/AAAAAAAAATI/rJyeMXY7YSc/s320/DSC00193.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333080502757864162" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Well, Lemon is just too cute to resist so, I kidnapped him a couple of times =) he really is so cute! Of course I'll clean Lemon since *i think* i am the one who dirtied him...<br /><br />And don't you think Edmund and Lemon looks similar? HAHA!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-3239766928123915687?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-11100106506545780702009-05-05T11:06:00.002+08:002009-05-05T11:14:26.294+08:00Time flies if you don't check your blog regularly.<br /><br />Hell yeah! Straight B's for the first two weeks baby! Not bad! Not bad!<br />HAHA!<br />I am hoping to get an A at the very least...<br />And A please my darling faci's! AN A PLEASE!<br /><br />And i think i lost my Winter's Sonata score...<br />*cry*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1110010650654578070?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-55763088448481921532009-04-27T16:31:00.002+08:002009-04-27T16:59:05.608+08:00Let me tell you what happened yesterday at work...<br />The vats behind me were all BLOODY HOT... an average of 182 degrees Celsius... then, the prep table... it was 59 degrees Celcius...<br /><br />There I was in the middle of those two HOT things... I was sweating... but inside, I was feeling BLOODY COLD. FREEZING! in other words, i was developing fever. No matter where I went, I was freezing even when people said they were freaking hot...<br /><br />BUT<br /><br />when I reached home... I felt fine all the way until today...<br /><br />The first few hours of school, i felt fine. Suddenly, my body was freezing. I shivered like mad. I'm freezing even now. I can't really think so much. I even borrowed Edmund's Team Republic's jacket... Shall return it to him tomorrow.<br /><br />Thanks Edmund! You're such a life saver! The jacket will return to you smelling fresh and free from harmful bacteria. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5576308844848192153?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-12354838150821888832009-04-26T00:31:00.002+08:002009-04-26T00:37:02.648+08:00It's a freaking sunday and i'm working today! T_T<br />Monday i'm schooling! DAMN IT! why give me timing for the evening anyway?<br />T_T<br />Further more, Lyson signed me up for some test that I do not intend to take in the first place.<br />Why must he ALWAYS do this to me? At least ask me first...<br />I'm so irritated by this action!<br />I know I'm a crew leader already but, c'mon lah!<br />I still have a life and furthermore I still am schooling!<br /><br />I know you guys expect a lot from me since I am already a crew leader but isn't this a bit too much? I'm not a full timer like all those other people you know...<br /><br />Please just, let me live in peace for once...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1235483815082188883?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-65573153162079136242009-04-16T20:58:00.002+08:002009-04-16T21:04:48.516+08:00Hey! It's been ages since I last updated.<br /><br />Been busy with my SuJu fever! HAha!<br /><br />Now, i've taken out SS501 from my pocket and is once more in love with them!<br />Nelle made a forum for them.<br /><br />http://www.sg501.net.tc<br /><br />do visit and support us! we need this!<br /><br />SS501, to the stars and beyond!<br /><br />Anyway, I'm planning to make like 20 scarves. Dateline, a year from now!<br /><br />I'm making for my sear SuJu and SS501 boys. When I say SuJu, I'm including Zhoumi and Henry as well. They are part of SJ-M. Still SuJu right? So yeah. For them both as well. I love them too you know. =)<br /><br />The only problem now is that, I don't know if I should give them each a different coloured scarf for SuJu's case... Their group colour is Sapphire Blue... Should I do all blue? But I know that Heechul-sshi likes pink a lot. Then, I think Lee Teuk looks awesome in White... Now what?<br />T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6557315316207913624?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-87396461314591373992009-04-08T17:34:00.002+08:002009-04-08T17:51:24.141+08:00Planning a trip to Korea is much more difficult than picking an outfit for prom!<br /><br />1) Money issues.<br />2) Nelle and I can hardly speak Korean. I can READ but I cannot UNDERSTAND.<br />3) We have NO friends in Korea.<br /><br />Okay. Let's say I earn about S$250 a month. If I save S$180 a month, that would leave me with S$70 to spend on what ever things I need...In other words, can only go out ONCE a month with my friends.<br /><br />After calculating and such, I found that it's not enough. Thus, I plan to save S$200 a month(THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE!) Also, any extra money that I receive from my parents will go into my "Korea Trip Funding". ALSO! I cannot touch 3/4 of my Hari Raya Collection Money. Worse comes to worse, I don't touch it AT ALL! This year, I project that I will collect about S$300 (if i manage to go out at all).<br /><br />So, when I go to school, I cannot spend more than S$5 on food. I can always bring food from home. Cook it myself or wait for mama to cook for me.<br /><br />So, going back to my calculations, by the end of August 2010, I would have collected around S$3.7K ...<br /><br />The lengths I have to go through just to make my dream a reality... But it's okay! For SuJu, DBSK, SHINee, Big Bang, WO HUI DE!<br /><br />*faints*<br /><br />remind me not to spend so much T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8739646131459137399?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-44568323853915550482009-04-07T23:10:00.000+08:002009-04-07T23:11:20.423+08:00<br>COME TO SINGAPORE PLEASE!<br><div style="line-height: 0px;"><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allownetworking="all" data="http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/split.swf" height="275" width="300"><param name="flashVars" value="&amp;bg=black&amp;sid=D0-001-001018191-4&amp;size=300&amp;fg=FFFFFF&amp;target=myspace"><param name="movie" value="http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/split.swf"><param name="quality" value="high"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><param name="salign" value="lt"></object><br /><a href="http://eventful.com/singapore/demand/super-junior-/D0-001-001018191-4/join?widget=1&amp;viral=0" target="_new" title="Super Junior in Singapore"><img src="http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x45_mid-black.gif" alt="Demand Super Junior in Singapore!" border="0" height="45" width="300" /></a><br /><a href="http://eventful.com/singapore/demand/super-junior-/D0-001-001018191-4" target="_new" title="Super Junior in Singapore"><img src="http://static.eventful.com/store/stickers/flash/assets/split/300x30_bottom-black.gif" alt="Super Junior in Singapore - Learn more about this Eventful Demand" border="0" height="30" width="300" /></a><br /><br /><span style="line-height: 30px; color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">View all <a href="http://eventful.com/singapore/events" title="View events in Singapore"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">Singapore events</span></a> on Eventful</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4456832385391555048?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-85475290246844213512009-04-06T15:39:00.002+08:002009-04-06T16:28:25.803+08:00Boys Boys oh Boys!<br />Here are five of my most favourite Korean boys! Han Kyung is Chinese but he is a Korean Superstar! Therefore, "filed" under Korean Boys! Hehe!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFkSIpVI/AAAAAAAAASY/75gEvc4ShvE/s1600-h/yunho49.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFkSIpVI/AAAAAAAAASY/75gEvc4ShvE/s320/yunho49.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321480243423782226" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">Name:</span> Jeong Yunho<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Stage Name:</span> U-know Yunho<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Birthday:</span> February 6 1986<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Height:</span> 183cm<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Blood Type:</span> A<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hobbies:</span> Reading, listening to music, playing sports &amp; composing music.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What I Like About Him:</span> Great dancer and he looks awesome <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">with or without his shirt on!</span> *drools*<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFamyQLI/AAAAAAAAASQ/roUMArBn2y4/s1600-h/YoungSaeng.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFamyQLI/AAAAAAAAASQ/roUMArBn2y4/s320/YoungSaeng.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321480240826040498" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Name:</span> Heo Young Saeng<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Stage name:</span> Young Saeng<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Birthday:</span> November 3 1986<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Height:</span> 178cm<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Blood Type:</span> O<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hobbies:</span> Gaming, basketball-ing, listening to music.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What I Like About Him:</span> Baby fats! SO CUTE! I also love the way he pulled his voice to hit the notes. So smooth... I wish I could sing like him...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFFWGTDI/AAAAAAAAASI/E7C95jzVAXQ/s1600-h/KyuHyun1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 209px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFFWGTDI/AAAAAAAAASI/E7C95jzVAXQ/s320/KyuHyun1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321480235118906418" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Name:</span> Cho Kyu Hyun<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Stage Name:</span> Kyu Hyun<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Birthday:</span> February 3 1988<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Height:</span> 180cm<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Blood Type:</span> A<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hobbies:</span> Gaming, watching dramas(T_T)<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What I Like About Him:</span> His smile is just KILLER!*swoons* He has an awesome voice too!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFIekMNI/AAAAAAAAASA/RoLQWog2hQQ/s1600-h/EunHyuk2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyFIekMNI/AAAAAAAAASA/RoLQWog2hQQ/s320/EunHyuk2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321480235959726290" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">Name:</span> Lee Hyuk Jae<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Stage name:</span> Eun Hyuk<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Birthday:</span> April 4 1986<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Height:</span> 176cm<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Blood type:</span> O<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hobbies:</span> Dancing<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What I Like About Him:</span> He's the dorkiest guy I've ever seen on screen! I loved this phrase that he said while watching Super Junior Full House, "You're so gorgeous!" Hilarious!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyE-BQfZI/AAAAAAAAAR4/chyBRGMFM3s/s1600-h/HanKyung16.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 235px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdmyE-BQfZI/AAAAAAAAAR4/chyBRGMFM3s/s320/HanKyung16.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5321480233152445842" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;">Name:</span> Han Geng<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Stage name:</span> Han Kyung<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Birthday:</span> February 9 1984<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Height:</span> 181cm<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Blood Type:</span> B<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hobbies:</span> Martial Arts, dancing( ballet and traditional).<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What I Like About Him:</span> OMO! I love his nose! Damn it! He is so cute too! I didn't really notice him in SuJu until I watched their vids again and also after watching SuJu Full House! <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sexy, manly, and ouh so GORGEOUS</span>! He is my kind of man!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8547529024684421351?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-28528261640054939332009-04-04T01:08:00.004+08:002009-04-04T01:18:03.498+08:00OMO! OMO! OMO! OMO! OMO!<br /><br />give me three good reasons why I shouldn't fall for him!<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbvAlLrbzok&feature=related<br /><br />He's awesomely hot! Oh my god! I love him!<br />AAHH!!!<br />HAN KYUNG!!!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSnzBvpI/AAAAAAAAARw/T4BEbM_Z1wE/s1600-h/HanKyung10.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 230px; height: 216px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSnzBvpI/AAAAAAAAARw/T4BEbM_Z1wE/s320/HanKyung10.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320513996984532626" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSWx2WyI/AAAAAAAAARo/R3ZDaJIk2d8/s1600-h/Hankyung8.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSWx2WyI/AAAAAAAAARo/R3ZDaJIk2d8/s320/Hankyung8.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320513992416189218" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSBY64KI/AAAAAAAAARg/aBX5ltBxMuY/s1600-h/HanKyung2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 318px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSBY64KI/AAAAAAAAARg/aBX5ltBxMuY/s320/HanKyung2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320513986674483362" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSHLw8yI/AAAAAAAAARY/9lrIN8Xxuv0/s1600-h/Hankyung6.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 262px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDSHLw8yI/AAAAAAAAARY/9lrIN8Xxuv0/s320/Hankyung6.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320513988229919522" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDRj_8_VI/AAAAAAAAARQ/Z3e2g6LF3EI/s1600-h/Hankyung5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 246px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SdZDRj_8_VI/AAAAAAAAARQ/Z3e2g6LF3EI/s320/Hankyung5.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5320513978785135954" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2852826164005493933?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-91908816918837279382009-03-26T20:52:00.002+08:002009-03-26T20:55:49.188+08:00I changed my blog song!<br />Say hello to Super Junior's Why I Like You!<br />So catchy! Love it to bits!<br /><br />So, here are the lyrics.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">SUNGMIN</span><br />TVreul kyeomyeon deullineun sesang yegideureun eoggaereul cheojige woowoorhage haedo<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">DONGHAE</span><br />Oneul achim geudae ajoo malgeun mogsorineun I do I do I do yeah<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">RYEOWOOK</span><br />Nal wanbyeokhage, naega saragage, nareul wootge haneun dan hanaui iyoo yeah<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KYUHYUN</span><br />Geudaega iddaneun geot yeah<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALL</span><br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae"rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae<br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyeo wooseul ddae nado wootge dwae<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">LEETEUK</span><br />Niga joheun iyoo<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">SIWON</span><br />Manhgo manheun saramdeul nareul mollajweodo eoggaereul jjwak pyeoge deo jashinigge haejool<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KANGIN</span><br />Naui dan han saram saranghaneun nae saram<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">LEETEUK</span><br />My U My U My U yeah<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">YESUNG</span><br />Cheoeumboda jomdeo, eojeboda jomdeo, oneureun deo geudaereul saranghade dwen iyoo girl<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KYUHYUN</span><br />Woori doorui bimil yeah<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALL</span><br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae"rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae<br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega nae yeope nae yeope dagawa naege gidael ddae himeul eodge dwae<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KYUHYUN</span><br />Dajeonghan miso, sekshihan noonbit, eongddoonghan yegi nalsshi bakkwideut ddaeron jimjakdo hal soo eobseo yeah<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">RYEOWOOK</span><br />Inneun geudaero kkoomiji anhneun sarangseureowoon naui geudaega neoya,<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">YESUNG</span><br />Naui geudaega neoya yeah<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALL</span><br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae"rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae<br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega gamanhi nae nooneul bomyeo wooseul ddae nado wootge dwae<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KYUHYUN</span><br />Niga joheun iyoo<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALL</span><br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega "Saranghae saranghae neol saranghae"rago marhal ddae nareul midge dwae<br />Geudaega geudaega nan geudaega nae yeope nae yeope dagawa naege gidael ddae himeul eodge dwae<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">RYEOWOOK</span><br />Niga joheun iyoo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-9190881691883727938?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-5999731721237840092009-03-24T13:27:00.002+08:002009-03-24T13:35:01.291+08:00Haha! it's been like, eight days since I last posted something.<br />Oh well. I don't really have much to say as usual. The days are as dry as the Sahara desert. Barren like the the red sea.<br /><br />HOWEVER!<br /><br />I managed to find myself some things to do.<br />For example knitting.<br />Yup. Knitting. I knit on the days when I don't go out with my friends or to work.<br />I've been doing so for a while.<br />So far, I can only do two types of basic knitting.<br />Purling and Knitting. Yup. It's like, nearly the same thing to do except that one goes in front, the other behind. It get's irritating at times but, once you get the hang of it, it's pretty easy.<br /><br />Hey! Here's a thought! Make knitting your hobby!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-599973172123784009?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-79941013546466643742009-03-16T21:46:00.002+08:002009-03-16T21:49:13.467+08:00<object width="400" height="315"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LOh_9DNW_a8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/LOh_9DNW_a8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="315"></embed></object><br /><br />MOVE ASIDE DBSK, SS501 AND FAHRENHEIT! *I shall keep you all in my pocket for a while. I promise that you will be back out soon* <br /><br />BEHOLD! SUPER JUNIOR!<br />their comeback single is so hot! I can't help but share it with you all! I love Eunhyuk, Kyu Hyun, Han Kyung! Hotness!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7994101354646664374?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-48445844486258714032009-03-13T23:01:00.003+08:002009-03-13T23:14:24.894+08:00I'm posting this up for Nelle Nelle because I'm so afraid that she might not friend me anymore. Haha!<br /><br />Anyway, we went to McD's for dinner before Nelle for work. You there's this LCD TV in every McD's right where they show waht's on on NatGeo and some of the matches between Polytechnics and such? Well, at the bottom of the scren, there is this section where people can send messages of what ever just as long as it is not vulgar right?<br /><br />Before we left, Nelle Nelle, sent a message... I didn't know until she told me. She was so excited because she thought I was looking at the TV but sadly i was looking at something else.<br /><br />Thus, I waited for a while for her message to roll on by again. Guess what the message said...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-size:180%;" >.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:90;" >I'm your man! I'm your man keudaeyo!</span><br /><br />I was shocked! Luckily I didn;t have anything in my mouth!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4844584448625871403?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-46146568349890937072009-03-12T00:10:00.003+08:002009-03-12T00:19:29.622+08:00<p><b><span style="font-weight: bold;">Got this off quizbox. Link given by rozy. Interesting but not all are facts.</span><br /></b></p><p><b>Your view on yourself:</b></p> <span id="Label1">You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">so straightforward</span>.<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">(Because I am straightforward, people tend to take me a little too seriously)</span> You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.</span> <p><b>The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:</b></p> <span id="Label2">You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> (probably)</span></span> <p><b>Your readiness to commit to a relationship:</b></p> <span id="Label3">You are ready to commit as soon as you <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">meet the right person</span>. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">(I thought I already have)</span></span> <p><b>The seriousness of your love:</b></p> <span id="Label4">You like to <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">flirt and behave seductively</span>.<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">(Is it?)</span> The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> always have admirers hanging off your arms</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">(I never really noticed)</span>. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">(How serious indeed...)</span></span> <p><b>Your views on education</b></p> <span id="Label5">You may <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">not like to study</span></span> but you have <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">many practical ideas</span></span>. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><u>unusual job</u></span>.</span> <p><b>The right job for you:</b></p> <span id="Label6">You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.</span> <p><b>How do you view success:</b></p> <span id="Label7">You are afraid of failure<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">(true)</span> and scared to have a go at the career you would like<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">(not true)</span> to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.</span> <p><b>What are you most afraid of:</b></p> <span id="Label8">You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">(VERY TRUE!)</span></span> <p><b>Who is your true self:</b></p> <span id="Label9">You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4614656834989093707?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-19831050682912380812009-03-10T22:39:00.000+08:002009-03-10T22:43:44.142+08:00So far, nothing much really happened in the past week.<br />I did watch a few episodes of Boys Over Flowers from the beginning again though.<br />Then when I re-watched episode 8, I noticed that there were some things that I wanted to do and say. I still haven't let him go. I still miss him.<br /><br />Have you ever thought that you've let that someone go but after a very long while, you noticed that you haven't? I did.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1983105068291238081?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-66086902829883805972009-03-05T16:57:00.002+08:002009-03-05T17:08:21.474+08:00YOUNG SAENG AH~!<br />I LOVE YOU! I REALLY DO!<br />You morphed from adorable to masculine!<br />Can I have you?<br />*me fangirling over Heo Young Saeng from SS501*<br /><br />Anyway, I want to go out next week with my classmates from E35A '08/'09 BUT...<br />My dearest manager said that my verification has been postponed to the 11th march...<br />And 11th March is my date with my classmates...<br /><br />T_T this just doesn't seem fair at all... When I want to go out with my friends, work will always butt in and it has to take priority over what ever that I have planned before hand... I suppose I'll just have to live with it because I won't be able to do much in the future when I do get a permanent job...<br /><br />Anyway, to lift up my spirits, I've been listening to WANT IT by Tripple S (Sub group from SS501)... It's their most sexiest song I've ever heard. Young Saeng sounds so sexy in this! It has more attitude in it... That's the reason I love it so much! *flails*<br /><br /><object width="445" height="345"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/cVERFwuyrXA&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999&amp;border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/cVERFwuyrXA&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x3a3a3a&amp;color2=0x999999&amp;border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="345"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6608690282988380597?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-42043963844460745632009-03-03T11:29:00.001+08:002009-03-03T17:49:05.965+08:00It's a new month in he new year =)<br />And also my verification is tomorrow...<br />I am utterly scared out of my wits!<br />I mean, I studied and all but, I'm still that afraid of it.<br />Thoughts are running through my head like...<br /><br />"what if I don't make it?"<br />"what if the report says that I'm no good?"<br />"what if I let my managers and my colleagues down?"<br /><br />Even though Ram, Leo, Auntie Gek Lang, Boss, Lyson, Yin Yu, Simon, Thomas and Zhi Xin told me that I'll do fine, I still cannot shake off this feeling of being afraid. They all have faith in me. They really do.<br /><br />*SIGHS*<br /><br />Fine! If they have faith in me, then I will have faith in myself as well! It has always been like this, ne? Let's just hope for the best for tomorrow! Dear God, please help me and the other guy get through this. Because I have people who want me to do well!<br /><br />Fighting! Gambatte! Jia You!<br /><br />*giggles*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4204396384446074563?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-3445754845976246532009-02-27T15:13:00.002+08:002009-02-27T15:19:43.760+08:00PWAH! MY DAY OFF TODAY!<br />I felt so happy that it is my day off. The schedule was not out yet last sunday so I just waited til today to see what time I'm working. I just assumed that I am working. When I called in, manager said that my name's not on schedule... THEREFORE NO WORK~<br /><br />When you're a girl, it's hard to work isn't it?<br /><br />Anyway, now I really have to save money because...<br />1) I want an MP3/iPod<br />2) I want to buy that straightening iron.<br />3) I want to go KOREA.<br />4) I want to go pooling.<br />5) I have the urge to go shopping AGAIN.<br /><br />Which means, every month, I have to save $100. Thus, I'll get to go to Korea when I am... T_T" 23 years old...This is irritating...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-344575484597624653?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-47494631333810584362009-02-18T21:20:00.002+08:002009-02-18T21:24:03.961+08:00I finally got to do this,<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SZwLhLm8eyI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/7_lfq3MQUKI/s1600-h/IMGP2088.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_34E6bqDZBMU/SZwLhLm8eyI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/7_lfq3MQUKI/s320/IMGP2088.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304127125815327522" border="0" /></a></p><p>with Nelle just now!<br /></p><p>Isn't it pretty? I want to do some more! So fun can? HAHA!<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4749463133381058436?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-64203068851312743542009-02-11T22:40:00.002+08:002009-02-11T22:47:57.807+08:00WHY?<br />왜?<br />なぜか?<br />為什麼？<br /><br />Why of all people him? >.< Get over it already Hila!<br />You should have just moved on from the day you knew...<br />Hila, you're just too stubborn lah sometimes!<br />You still cannot forget about the other one, right?<br />Tsktsktsk... I don't know what's going to happen.<br />But if it happens, it happens.<br />Don't complain.<br /><br />P.S: This post is to scold myself on what I have done to myself T_T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6420306885131274354?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-74750168873112592962009-02-08T00:25:00.002+08:002009-02-08T00:35:23.808+08:00You know sometimes, there are people who you don't know but somehow pisses you off but then again, they have done NOTHING to you. Ever had that feeling? I'm having it now.<br /><br />I don't know her at all. But she pisses me off badly.<br />I know she's his girlfriend... But I KNOW for a fact that that's not the reason why I don't like her. There is just, something about her that pisses me off so badly that every time I see her, I want to bite her head off!<br /><br />Could it be purely hate? Or was it something I forgot about that happened to me long time ago that involved her that made me hate her so much? I do have this feeling that somehow, in a freaky kind of way, that we knew each other. Am I losing my mind? Or is all this really happening?<br /><br />Hmm... I'm not too sure why I loathe her...<br /><br />On another note, it's not nice to comment on another person's physical outlook you know. It hurts a lot. I hope I showed you that it hurt.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-7475016887311259296?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-82374199848448191322009-02-07T13:20:00.003+08:002009-02-09T22:18:35.157+08:00Been a week plus since I last updated.<br />Sorry about that. Nothing interesting happened nor do I have anything to talk about.<br />However, NOW I do have something to talk about.<br />It's about appeal. What turns you on.<br />Specifically...<br /><br />What is it about Boys, that turns us Girls on?<br />Here are the things that turn me on...<br /><br />1) When they have a semi tenor, semi bass kind of voice. It's sexy.<br /><br />2) When they have awesomely nice arms. But not too bulky.<br /><br />3) When they have nice ass! Personally i call it Buns of Steel.<br /><br />4) Hair. Nicely styled hair that suits them.<br /><br />5) The way they wear their clothes. I love it when they roll up their sleeves especially when their shirt is the formal shirt and then the first few buttons are undone and they expose a bit of their manly chest...if they do have any that is.<br /><br />6) When they are hard at work. For example, when they are busy with something and they have a serious look plastered on their features. Trust me. Even them cleaning the table can lok appealing.<br /><br />7) Even the most average guy would look appealing doing this. Handing out balloons to children. Very heart warming. For me.<br /><br />8) When they know how to act cute!<br /><br />9) When a guy gets out of the pool with water dripping off them... W-o-w...<br /><br />10) When they're down with the flu. So cute. Because they look very vulnerable.<br /><br />11) When they sleep =) So sweet and innocent. Of course when they are not snoring and they have their mouths wide open like some people I know.. T_T<br /><br />12) When they try to be smarter than they really are. In other words, daft guys.<br /><br />13) When they play the piano. *It says SUAVE all over*<br /><br />Yup! That's about it! Go list down the things lah! I'm sure you ladies out there have some too =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-8237419984844819132?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-91679498538173741642009-01-27T10:53:00.002+08:002009-01-27T11:22:51.713+08:00Today, I will FINALLY end work for CNY... And then, 2 off days... And then work again on Friday...<br />T_T Oh my god... So tired... Yesterday the customers came in non-stop! God-knows where they came from! I got the shock of my life when the customers came in like a gaggle of geese to their feeding grounds! WAHH!!! I couldn't even take 5... I think today will be better as work and school will begin tomorrow. I really really hope that it will be like that... *shudders at the thought of the words "SERVICE IN AGAIN"*<br /><br />Like, FINALLY! However, with all the hard work put in, I guess it was worth it to get 3 days straight of double pay + ang pow for 3 straight days as well... So, for JUST 3 days, my pay would be... about XXXX... Then if I total everything for this month minus CPF will be around XXXX Is that sad or what?! But!!! Put in on the better side of the dish. At least I have CPF to support myself early... And I'm NOT like THOSE people without CPF... I'm not trying to be evil here...<br /><br />I'm just saying, instead of being the society's TRASH, why not make yourself useful, get a STABLE JOB and contribute SOME CPF to your family to lighten some of their load and stay out of trouble? Isn't it better than being LOOKED DOWN upon by others? It's very saddening to see you roam all around singapore without anything to do. There are people like me who pity you very much. Getting into trouble is one thing. But to NOT DO ANYTHING to make your life better is worse. At least I see effort in some people. However, why aren't all of you doing so? This is to protect you and our society name and standing. Please, do something about.<br /><br />Talk about side tracking. I just felt like doing so. Ayu and I talked about this not too long ago. So, yeah. Haha. Those are my thoughts ah...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-9167949853817374164?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-20053780501781514312009-01-24T13:39:00.002+08:002009-01-24T13:44:37.719+08:00No school all the way until April. How cool is that? Haha!<br />Actually, not that cool. I miss my classmates already.<br />90% of them didn't come to school yesterday. So you can imagine how shocked my faci was.<br />But in the end, I left class and then the two groups combined to join as one.<br />I hate math. Really, I do.<br /><br />Now, let me see...<br />I'll be working for the eve and the two days of Chinese New Year. A total of three days. No holidays for me until the end of Chinese New Year. So, that makes it a total of... nearly $200 collected from working on Chinese New Year. Woohoo! But then... My pay will be cut due to CPF... How sad is that? Speaking of which, I think I better check how much CPF money I have in my account! Haha!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2005378050178151431?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-8163898211631432572009-01-18T23:51:00.002+08:002009-01-20T10:05:08.201+08:00Didn't feel well at all today.<br />After eating the sotong for lunch, my head started to spin and the next thing I knew I had migraine. The moment I stepped into McDonalds, my head started to pound like crazy. The right side of my head felt as if it was going to explode due to some little being in my head hammering it. My mood was greatly affected and I couldn't smile as much as I usually do.<br /><br />The customers today was no better either. They made my head pound more and I swore I could have just blown at their faces when they kept changing their minds and didn't talk properly. They can even talk so softly that I had to ask them to repeat their order. When i did that they weren't happy. Excuse me! It will be your fault when I key in the wrong order because you didn't talk properly and clearly.<br /><br />Out of all my crew and managers, the only person who worried over me to bits was that manager. For that, I thank you. He asked me whether I wanted to go home like, close to 5 times today. Even when my gum bled, he went behind to make sure that I was fine. Thank you very much for worrying. If I had my way, I think I would have given you a hug. But since you're attached, then never mind =) At least you made my day a little brighter.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-816389821163143257?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-21934458038173417322009-01-17T23:00:00.002+08:002009-01-18T00:09:20.813+08:00So, I didn't get to celebrate my birthday officially this year. However, I think that it's okay =) I mean, I got loads of birthday wishes.<br /><br />Thanks to...<br /><br />Humairah<br />Humaira<br />Ginelle<br />Aisyah<br />Saliha<br />Rozy<br />Wei Liang<br />Ron<br />Farhanah<br />Selina<br />Salina<br />McDonalds crew!<br /><br />If I missed anyone out, please forgive me because there were so many people I cannot really keep track. I wouldn't really say that it's all horrible then. Except for the part where I FORGOT TO GIVE THE OTHER GRILLED CHICKEN FOLDOVER TO THE CUSTOMER!!! I WANTED TO CRY!<br /><br />I didn't know how I could actually miss the other foldover... Hais... If I see him again... I will have to apologise to him... I feel really bad... I really feel guilty... Ergh! My other bimbotic moment in life...<br /><br />Speaking of which, I had lots of bimbotic moments on thursday with ginelle... HEHE! so weird!<br /><br />And he said... "I will go over to your house and give you my body as a present"<br />*uber happiness even if it's just for that moment*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-2193445803817341732?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-55488381144827635602009-01-17T00:19:00.000+08:002009-01-17T00:22:19.739+08:00It's now my birthday today...<br />I wonder how it'll be like...<br />hmm...<br />let's wait and see shall we?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-5548838114482763560?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-90123580968950492492009-01-13T11:31:00.002+08:002009-01-13T11:53:58.865+08:00...So I turned to my left and there you were...<br /><br />Anyway, a couple of days ago, I cried again at work due to some things...<br />Thanks to those who asked why I was crying.<br />Thanks Thomas for trying to comfort me.<br />Thanks Zhi Xin for worrying.(Don't ever call me Lala even though it sounds cute.)<br />Thanks Kasthuri for listening to me.<br /><br />Now... A few more days left. I'm scared again. But I hope my friends will be there with me =)<br />The question now is where in the world am I supposed to celebrate it?<br />RALPH! Bring me along to Korea!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-9012358096895049249?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-43518968768484316502009-01-10T18:52:00.002+08:002009-01-10T19:01:27.587+08:00I guess I'm just a little too not over you.<br /><br />Oh how that song made my heart sink and I cried.<br />David Archuleta. Songs that relate to other teens like him.<br />I regret.<br />I cry.<br />There were times when I wished I hadn't met you.<br />It is a little bit too late to wish for it now because I have already met you.<br />I keep telling myself to move on. It's so hard to just move!<br />You're everywhere I go.<br /><br />I guess I'm really, just too not over you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-4351896876848431650?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-66322129084159324222009-01-06T12:01:00.002+08:002009-01-06T12:13:19.863+08:00**Huhu! looks like, someone is very angry that I used translator to write my post in Hangul... that person even told me to LIE PROPERLY.<br />=P it was for the plain fun of it. Of course I know that the thingy there in that post is not proper. But I am learning Hangul. So, when I really DO get the grasp of it, I'll let you know. =)<br /><br />Anyway, school began yesterday. It was a killer lesson. I swore I couldn't understand the statement. How in the world can I link prank as an experiment? Both do have similarities but how can I PROVE that the prank IS indeed an experiment? I left half way... Sorry team mates...<br /><br />Now that there is like, 2 more weeks of semester 2 left. I wonder how it's going to be like when I I reach my Second year. It seems as if time is flying by when I wan to enjoy the time with my friends. I know that 365 days a year is long but to me, it is simply not enough. Not enough time to do the things that I want.<br /><br />And speaking of time, I am suddenly afraid to turn 18. Probably because once I turn 18, time will fly even faster and the next thing I know, I might just be married and have kids of my own. Can I know it is impossible but, can I stay 17 forever?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-6632212908415932422?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7639507.post-18056781607594947682009-01-03T23:31:00.002+08:002009-01-03T23:45:55.230+08:00Do not be surprised that I am writing my post in Korean. Have fun figuring it out...<br />보통, 사람들은 새해 자체에, 맞을 것이 새롭게 할 것인가?<br />저 아닙니다. 나는 나가 생각하기 때문에 세계에게 새해를 위한 당신의 해결책을 말하는 시간 낭비 다는 것을 하지 않는다.<br />해결책은 당신을 위해 단지 이다. 들을 것이다 다른 사람을 위해 아닙니다. 그것은 소원 같이 무언가이다. 당신이 당신의 소원을 밖으로 소리내는 경우에, 진실할 것이 오지 않을 것입니다.<br />어쨌든, 나의 일은 오늘 의외로 정밀하다. 오늘 아주 건조할 나는 결코 생각하지 않았다.<br />그리고 토마스는 저를 오늘 다시 위협했다! 나는 그가 저에게 그것을… 할 때 그것을 미워한다.<br />우리는 마지막으로 꼬부라진 튀김을 판매하고 있다 그러나 다른 한편으로는, 후퇴 때문에 대히트가 아니다.<br />우리는 또한 공룡 밀크 셰이크를 판매하고 있다! 그것을 시도하십시오! 그것은 경이롭게 맛본다!<br />나는 당분간 여기에서 끝날 것이다. 피로한. 잘자!<br /><br />LOL! There you have it! My first post in Korean! HAHAHAH!!!! have fun reading...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7639507-1805678160759494768?l=lightupmydarkness.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>~HiLa~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10741462248691355141noreply@blogger.com0