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27 January 2009

Today, I will FINALLY end work for CNY... And then, 2 off days... And then work again on Friday...
T_T Oh my god... So tired... Yesterday the customers came in non-stop! God-knows where they came from! I got the shock of my life when the customers came in like a gaggle of geese to their feeding grounds! WAHH!!! I couldn't even take 5... I think today will be better as work and school will begin tomorrow. I really really hope that it will be like that... *shudders at the thought of the words "SERVICE IN AGAIN"*

Like, FINALLY! However, with all the hard work put in, I guess it was worth it to get 3 days straight of double pay + ang pow for 3 straight days as well... So, for JUST 3 days, my pay would be... about XXXX... Then if I total everything for this month minus CPF will be around XXXX Is that sad or what?! But!!! Put in on the better side of the dish. At least I have CPF to support myself early... And I'm NOT like THOSE people without CPF... I'm not trying to be evil here...

I'm just saying, instead of being the society's TRASH, why not make yourself useful, get a STABLE JOB and contribute SOME CPF to your family to lighten some of their load and stay out of trouble? Isn't it better than being LOOKED DOWN upon by others? It's very saddening to see you roam all around singapore without anything to do. There are people like me who pity you very much. Getting into trouble is one thing. But to NOT DO ANYTHING to make your life better is worse. At least I see effort in some people. However, why aren't all of you doing so? This is to protect you and our society name and standing. Please, do something about.

Talk about side tracking. I just felt like doing so. Ayu and I talked about this not too long ago. So, yeah. Haha. Those are my thoughts ah...

what we could have been, 10:53 am.
24 January 2009

No school all the way until April. How cool is that? Haha!
Actually, not that cool. I miss my classmates already.
90% of them didn't come to school yesterday. So you can imagine how shocked my faci was.
But in the end, I left class and then the two groups combined to join as one.
I hate math. Really, I do.

Now, let me see...
I'll be working for the eve and the two days of Chinese New Year. A total of three days. No holidays for me until the end of Chinese New Year. So, that makes it a total of... nearly $200 collected from working on Chinese New Year. Woohoo! But then... My pay will be cut due to CPF... How sad is that? Speaking of which, I think I better check how much CPF money I have in my account! Haha!

what we could have been, 1:39 pm.
18 January 2009

Didn't feel well at all today.
After eating the sotong for lunch, my head started to spin and the next thing I knew I had migraine. The moment I stepped into McDonalds, my head started to pound like crazy. The right side of my head felt as if it was going to explode due to some little being in my head hammering it. My mood was greatly affected and I couldn't smile as much as I usually do.

The customers today was no better either. They made my head pound more and I swore I could have just blown at their faces when they kept changing their minds and didn't talk properly. They can even talk so softly that I had to ask them to repeat their order. When i did that they weren't happy. Excuse me! It will be your fault when I key in the wrong order because you didn't talk properly and clearly.

Out of all my crew and managers, the only person who worried over me to bits was that manager. For that, I thank you. He asked me whether I wanted to go home like, close to 5 times today. Even when my gum bled, he went behind to make sure that I was fine. Thank you very much for worrying. If I had my way, I think I would have given you a hug. But since you're attached, then never mind =) At least you made my day a little brighter.

what we could have been, 11:51 pm.
17 January 2009

So, I didn't get to celebrate my birthday officially this year. However, I think that it's okay =) I mean, I got loads of birthday wishes.

Thanks to...

Humairah
Humaira
Ginelle
Aisyah
Saliha
Rozy
Wei Liang
Ron
Farhanah
Selina
Salina
McDonalds crew!

If I missed anyone out, please forgive me because there were so many people I cannot really keep track. I wouldn't really say that it's all horrible then. Except for the part where I FORGOT TO GIVE THE OTHER GRILLED CHICKEN FOLDOVER TO THE CUSTOMER!!! I WANTED TO CRY!

I didn't know how I could actually miss the other foldover... Hais... If I see him again... I will have to apologise to him... I feel really bad... I really feel guilty... Ergh! My other bimbotic moment in life...

Speaking of which, I had lots of bimbotic moments on thursday with ginelle... HEHE! so weird!

And he said... "I will go over to your house and give you my body as a present"
*uber happiness even if it's just for that moment*

what we could have been, 11:00 pm.

It's now my birthday today...
I wonder how it'll be like...
hmm...
let's wait and see shall we?

what we could have been, 12:19 am.
13 January 2009

...So I turned to my left and there you were...

Anyway, a couple of days ago, I cried again at work due to some things...
Thanks to those who asked why I was crying.
Thanks Thomas for trying to comfort me.
Thanks Zhi Xin for worrying.(Don't ever call me Lala even though it sounds cute.)
Thanks Kasthuri for listening to me.

Now... A few more days left. I'm scared again. But I hope my friends will be there with me =)
The question now is where in the world am I supposed to celebrate it?
RALPH! Bring me along to Korea!!

what we could have been, 11:31 am.
10 January 2009

I guess I'm just a little too not over you.

Oh how that song made my heart sink and I cried.
David Archuleta. Songs that relate to other teens like him.
I regret.
I cry.
There were times when I wished I hadn't met you.
It is a little bit too late to wish for it now because I have already met you.
I keep telling myself to move on. It's so hard to just move!
You're everywhere I go.

I guess I'm really, just too not over you.

what we could have been, 6:52 pm.
06 January 2009

**Huhu! looks like, someone is very angry that I used translator to write my post in Hangul... that person even told me to LIE PROPERLY.
=P it was for the plain fun of it. Of course I know that the thingy there in that post is not proper. But I am learning Hangul. So, when I really DO get the grasp of it, I'll let you know. =)

Anyway, school began yesterday. It was a killer lesson. I swore I couldn't understand the statement. How in the world can I link prank as an experiment? Both do have similarities but how can I PROVE that the prank IS indeed an experiment? I left half way... Sorry team mates...

Now that there is like, 2 more weeks of semester 2 left. I wonder how it's going to be like when I I reach my Second year. It seems as if time is flying by when I wan to enjoy the time with my friends. I know that 365 days a year is long but to me, it is simply not enough. Not enough time to do the things that I want.

And speaking of time, I am suddenly afraid to turn 18. Probably because once I turn 18, time will fly even faster and the next thing I know, I might just be married and have kids of my own. Can I know it is impossible but, can I stay 17 forever?

what we could have been, 12:01 pm.
03 January 2009

Do not be surprised that I am writing my post in Korean. Have fun figuring it out...
보통, 사람들은 새해 자체에, 맞을 것이 새롭게 할 것인가?
저 아닙니다. 나는 나가 생각하기 때문에 세계에게 새해를 위한 당신의 해결책을 말하는 시간 낭비 다는 것을 하지 않는다.
해결책은 당신을 위해 단지 이다. 들을 것이다 다른 사람을 위해 아닙니다. 그것은 소원 같이 무언가이다. 당신이 당신의 소원을 밖으로 소리내는 경우에, 진실할 것이 오지 않을 것입니다.
어쨌든, 나의 일은 오늘 의외로 정밀하다. 오늘 아주 건조할 나는 결코 생각하지 않았다.
그리고 토마스는 저를 오늘 다시 위협했다! 나는 그가 저에게 그것을… 할 때 그것을 미워한다.
우리는 마지막으로 꼬부라진 튀김을 판매하고 있다 그러나 다른 한편으로는, 후퇴 때문에 대히트가 아니다.
우리는 또한 공룡 밀크 셰이크를 판매하고 있다! 그것을 시도하십시오! 그것은 경이롭게 맛본다!
나는 당분간 여기에서 끝날 것이다. 피로한. 잘자!

LOL! There you have it! My first post in Korean! HAHAHAH!!!! have fun reading...

what we could have been, 11:31 pm.

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