27 March 2010
Like I told someone...
You could never hate Love...
When you hate, you end up loving.
So, when you hate love, you're only loving twice as much.
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Yesterday, work was such a bitch...
ALL my managers were having a meeting since 8 in the morning... all the way till 8+ in the evening... Poor things!
So, we had stand in managers.
Okay, so the younger one was fine.
I guess the older one was a bit blur and all...
Okay fine! So, she doesn't know us AT ALL... But she can always ask what we can and cannot do right... T_T
When students come in to STUDY, I wonder what in the world they are thinking...
Please refrain from studying at McD during our peek hours cause there are CUSTOMERS who want to sit and eat.
I know you ALL want to do well for your exams and what shit. But you can always do so at home right?
There are MORE distractions outside than at home...
1) OH LOOK! Hot guy/girl!
2) Omg... The food smells awesome. I'm gonna go buy!
3) The outside is noisier than your mother...
4) Friends will sometimes distract you more than your irritating siblings.
5) Everywhere you turn, there will be people you know, and you will be distracted for 5 to 10 mins... precious time wasted to study...
so please lah students... Go study at home. Because it is getting VERY irritating. A RESTAURANT is a place for you to EAT not STUDY!
what we could have been, 9:49 am.
18 March 2010
When I look at you, it's as if I'm looking into the mirror...
I'm looking at myself...
Just, manlier...
"But it can't be..." I tell myself.
Oh dear... How wrong I was when I said those words long ago...
Please don't cry my dear...
Don't cry over that person...
I know what you're feeling because I've felt it too...
You coming to me like that was a first for me...
Of all the people, I didn't expect you...
I'm right here my dear... I'm right here...
what we could have been, 11:42 pm.
14 March 2010
I'll be away for a couple of days for a holiday with my family.
I love going for trips! Finally! It's been quite some time since I last went out with my family on a vacation to ANYWHERE.
Well, I hope I won't bring back a health "souvenir"...
The weather's been quite bad. But, I like it when it's raining. All calm and wonderful.
I've been cooped up at work for a while, it's getting boring; the routine I mean.
This long awaited vacation would break that cycle, even though it's only for a few days.
The number one thing in mind when out of country: FOOD + SHOPPING = BLISSFUL FEELING
I wonder if I get to go for a massage. My muscles are in a tight knot...
what we could have been, 3:50 pm.
10 March 2010
I don't wanna say good bye...
I don't wanna let you go...
Easy come, easy go...
No.
I've decided. I won't let you go. Because the more I try, the harder it is.
I figured, if I just leave you be, you'll eventually leave my thoughts.
Since I don't wanna see you go or say goodbye, I'll leave you be.
I'm in utter pain because of my own doings. I'm not going to blame you anymore, Mr. Sorry-I-Forgot-About-You...
You told me once, "people will enter your life and leave when the time comes".
I'll live by that then... For YOU only...
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I'm working almost full time now... And I think I know how daddy feels like after work. Exhausted. Terribly exhausted.
Oh yeah... I don't like my new boss. She makes people feel dejected. The moment I saw her, I knew there was something I didn't like about her. It turned out true. She's a bloody lose cannon! Worse than me!
Can I complain?!
what we could have been, 10:27 am.
07 March 2010
I think I might have had an overdose of a certain person... Cause I feel like I'm going COMPLETELY insane.
It's like I'm on a sugar rush!
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Tomorrow...
Meeting FYP team mates to do literature review...
Working from 4 to 10. (finally can see RICARNIE~!)
Some of the aunties at my store said my face seems to be shrinking... What they meant was, I'm losing weight... Probably because of extreme tiredness and stress from school, home and at work. AWESOME! T_T
what we could have been, 9:36 pm.
05 March 2010
Like a little girl, I kept blushing.
Like a little girl, I told my best friend about the dream she had.
Like a little girl, I squealed, remembering the things that happened in the dream.
Because of that, this little girl kept blushing everytime she thinks of you.
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I'm thinking...
Why is it that all the other dreams, I don't end up blushing like crazy even though the content was... questionable...
Why is it, when it came to you, I blushed like there was no tomorrow.
It didn't happen with the rest... It NEVER did happen.
How in the world am I supposed to face you now...?
Hopefully, I won't end up blushing like today...
*Takes in a deep breath*
what we could have been, 8:30 pm.
