03 March 2009
It's a new month in he new year =)
And also my verification is tomorrow...
I am utterly scared out of my wits!
I mean, I studied and all but, I'm still that afraid of it.
Thoughts are running through my head like...
"what if I don't make it?"
"what if the report says that I'm no good?"
"what if I let my managers and my colleagues down?"
Even though Ram, Leo, Auntie Gek Lang, Boss, Lyson, Yin Yu, Simon, Thomas and Zhi Xin told me that I'll do fine, I still cannot shake off this feeling of being afraid. They all have faith in me. They really do.
*SIGHS*
Fine! If they have faith in me, then I will have faith in myself as well! It has always been like this, ne? Let's just hope for the best for tomorrow! Dear God, please help me and the other guy get through this. Because I have people who want me to do well!
Fighting! Gambatte! Jia You!
*giggles*
And also my verification is tomorrow...
I am utterly scared out of my wits!
I mean, I studied and all but, I'm still that afraid of it.
Thoughts are running through my head like...
"what if I don't make it?"
"what if the report says that I'm no good?"
"what if I let my managers and my colleagues down?"
Even though Ram, Leo, Auntie Gek Lang, Boss, Lyson, Yin Yu, Simon, Thomas and Zhi Xin told me that I'll do fine, I still cannot shake off this feeling of being afraid. They all have faith in me. They really do.
*SIGHS*
Fine! If they have faith in me, then I will have faith in myself as well! It has always been like this, ne? Let's just hope for the best for tomorrow! Dear God, please help me and the other guy get through this. Because I have people who want me to do well!
Fighting! Gambatte! Jia You!
*giggles*
what we could have been, 11:29 am.
