23 April 2010
WEE! I had lunch with Ah Kiat today~
It was wonderful =D Thank you so much dearie~!
We wore the same coloured jacket today~!
No, it was not planned. Just a coincidence.
He kept saying that people would think we are a couple.
Come on lah dear. How old are you now? Why still think of such things?
Oh yah! Walking around looking at the bazaar with you was awesome exercise too.
I never thought you're the kind to go window shopping. That was a first for me!
And yes, you're still as cute compared to the previous years.
Love you so much for having lunch with me =D
what we could have been, 11:46 pm.
11 April 2010
And it hurts so much because I know that it is all my fault...
It rained harder than the last time.
It broke into more pieces than I could count.
I told myself to be stronger but in the end I wavered.
I need a hug. A big long hug that would go on until I say, I'm fine.
I need a shoulder to lean on.
I need so many things right now to make me feel better...
It's not easy for the both of us...
One word question, one word answer...
When what I wanted was a horde of questions, with a horde of answers...
A sad goodbye, a wave goodbye...
When what I wanted was a happy bouncy goodbye, with an echo...
A broken voice, watery eyes...
When what I wanted was a cheery voice, clear brown eyes...
All of which, was not fulfilled...
And I cried because of my own mistakes...
what we could have been, 1:07 am.
