11 April 2010
And it hurts so much because I know that it is all my fault...
It rained harder than the last time.
It broke into more pieces than I could count.
I told myself to be stronger but in the end I wavered.
I need a hug. A big long hug that would go on until I say, I'm fine.
I need a shoulder to lean on.
I need so many things right now to make me feel better...
It's not easy for the both of us...
One word question, one word answer...
When what I wanted was a horde of questions, with a horde of answers...
A sad goodbye, a wave goodbye...
When what I wanted was a happy bouncy goodbye, with an echo...
A broken voice, watery eyes...
When what I wanted was a cheery voice, clear brown eyes...
All of which, was not fulfilled...
And I cried because of my own mistakes...
what we could have been, 1:07 am.
