27 August 2010

Yes. I'm tired...

I really am...

I need a break.

A long long long break...

Work is too much...

It's just too much...

I wanna quit but I know later I won't be able to survive...

It's the life I know...

what we could have been, 8:54 pm.

18 August 2010

I buried my face in his chest and brought myself closer...

He asked: won't he be jealous?

I answered: what's there to be jealous about? he already said "im sorry"...

I missed being that close to someone without being pushed away...

I missed relishing in the warmth that radiates from being that close to someone because it's really really comforting...

I missed not being able to just let the world disappear even if it's just for a couple of minutes...

There's only two people who ever allowed me to do that...

My dad. And Mr. "Tea"...

Now you.

I can't help but wonder though... Will I ever stop looking for warmth from someone and look for it within myself?

what we could have been, 9:45 am.