It's not fair...

you've only just entered my world... Yet I have to see you go in less than 2 weeks...

Baby, you have no idea how much it hurts me...

what we could have been, 9:49 pm.

Yes. I'm tired...

I really am...

I need a break.

A long long long break...

Work is too much...

It's just too much...

I wanna quit but I know later I won't be able to survive...

It's the life I know...

what we could have been, 8:54 pm.

I buried my face in his chest and brought myself closer...

He asked: won't he be jealous?

I answered: what's there to be jealous about? he already said "im sorry"...

I missed being that close to someone without being pushed away...

I missed relishing in the warmth that radiates from being that close to someone because it's really really comforting...

I missed not being able to just let the world disappear even if it's just for a couple of minutes...

There's only two people who ever allowed me to do that...

My dad. And Mr. "Tea"...

Now you.

I can't help but wonder though... Will I ever stop looking for warmth from someone and look for it within myself?

what we could have been, 9:45 am.

The key to AWESOMENESS is every single one of us...

"He doesn't look good without me; I'm his only accessory" - Hila Lala(me)

what we could have been, 9:22 pm.

My days so far are wonderful and not so wonderful.

My past came back to me.

He knows I like him.

My grades are maintaining.

I got the pay increment.

I'm finishing my FYP 1. (shall celebrate the end of it!)

UT's are not ending... They're becoming a bore in fact...

And my indonesian girls are leaving soon...

ARGH! LAZY TO UPLOAD PHOTOS!

what we could have been, 10:17 pm.

Life has been great so far =)

I like the fact that now, I don't have as much problems as I did in the past.

It's an awesome feeling you know?

Farhan's belated birthday celebration was a blast though it was small and outside of his class...

A small token of revenge for pushing my face into the cake 5 months ago... *snickers*

Farhan! Wear those clothes that we bought for you okay? We would really want to see a change cause those "Uniforms" that you wear is not you. We want to see the proper Farhan okay? =D

*TOTALLY RANDOM*

Friends are the best thing that could ever happen to you...

*END OF TOTAL RANDOMNESS*

what we could have been, 10:02 pm.

Even G.Love said I should move on.

Said I deserved better.

Having that 3 hour heart to heart...

I'm wondering how much you've been hurt.

I'm wondering what you're going through.

It seems to be more painful and more heart wrenching.

You knew he's something...someone special to me.

Yet you told me to move on.

I don't blame you.

I don't hate you.

It's close to impossible to hate you.

You want the best for me.

You want me to be happy.

I want the same for you as well.

I wish I was a better help to you.

I wish I could wipe your tears away.

I wish I could hug you when you're on the other side of the screen crying.

I wish I could make your pain go away. Even if it's just for a moment or two...

You're the epitome of all things good...

what we could have been, 10:13 am.